Help I have to die ASAP but i dont have enough money to get SN

[iloveunicorns]

Hello dears,

Im done dragging this corpse of mine
Im done feeling like im walking through mud
Im done feeling like im paralyzed to do even the simplest activities
Im done feeling like a burden to everyone around
My body, my brain are conspiring against me
So much pain everywhere and my head does not seem to let me be at peace around the one who loves me the most

So

Kinda need to CTB ASAP
Dont have enough money to get either SN or N

I need a method that is easily implemented
Like a compound of meds i could find at home

I tried hanging but it was so annoyingly painful and that's not how i want to go
I want it to be peaceful, quiet, on my bed probably, while sleeping preferably, i want my soul to leave my body painlessly

I tried multiple times to take a lot of pills, like 40 to 50 different pills around the house, but that did not work obviously and i ended up being paralyzed for few days and i felt so stupid i couldn't do it right

Im hoping you could help me find the suitable method for me to CTB as soon as possible

 

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[Dayrain]

@iloveunicorns Please study this: https://www.sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish for a death like falling into an eternal sleep, it'd be such a relief for me to die so painlessly, I certainly understand it's so dreadful and torturous suffering in this existence, I really wish there's a straightforward way to just be gone. But anyway I wish you all the best.

 

[Timothy7dff]

The financial part seems relativiely easy. SN isn't that expensive. Seems like one day of work would pay for it. Or selling stuff to pay for it?