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fallingbehind

fallingbehind

Passed down like folk songs
Mar 22, 2025
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I just genuinely have fucking nothing whatsoever. I dont see the point in existing, the things I need to do to survive dont appeal to me. There is nothing I enjoy or care about.

I cant even form or make connections with people, I have no real friends because I dont trust people, am boring, and tend to find other people annoying.

There is literally nothing good about existing. Fucking nothing.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,344
I agree there is nothing good about existing .

None of that garbage matters

However I'm a brain and brain cells that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain. So I'm working hard all day just to exist meaninglessly and to risk extreme torture. I'm working hard everyday , being a slave, and risking constant unbearable pain for nothing
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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Same here.
 
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