Venting I have noone

[SufferingDev]

Like in the title, most of my problems comes from my mom who is a perfectionalist and can't get over her imagined values - we end up having a lot of disputes that result in me being highly suicidal. No support with anyone else from my family.

I have no friends really, many of my "friends" don't really like me a lot because I am emotional, sensitive and I need attention. They call me attention-seeker, they say I try to be in the centre of the world - what I only want is someone to truly care about me - but even people who do, get tired - I need constant help over and over and I they say openly that they can't be always there for me - so do they care or not? They are bored - it seems like so?

Only reason I am still alive is the fear of death but what I got left?

 

[Hunter2005]

Same I can't wait to leave this shit

 

[Z0002]

Same, for almost 4 years now, if you want to talk (I'm not good at this) I can give you my dc (I can't send messages here)

 

[ravendrops]

Same here. Sensitive, probably BPD, certainly bi-polar, absolutely autistic, and violating all things by transitioning gender. I don't know if I'm a narcissist. I probably am that too which is sad because I've tried really hard not to be. I hate being here.