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etrnllxid

etrnllxid

blunt
Aug 9, 2023
52
Maybe it's the futility of it all, the only things I seek is momentary pleasure and whatever puts me in a better position. There is people I've loved and people who've loved me but I just can't reciprocate with everything I have, I've been told that I should worry about my future but what is there? I simply exist and I don't want to anymore and that's ok. My time will come regardless if I want to or not but I'd rather expedite it.
 
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GoForDeath

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Oct 7, 2021
99
I used to be like that in high school, however since then I've had a passion for programming and I'm actually working it as a job.. yet I still want to die
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,801
I have no passion for anything either. I never did and I never will. I will always wish to be dead
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,055
I simply don't wish to exist as well, existing has always been so undesirable to me, I've never had any interest in existence. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.
 
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NikWild

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Apr 29, 2024
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The same condition has been in the last few years. Sometimes, of course, it changes, but not for long. It looks like bipolar.
 
idreamofwires

idreamofwires

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Apr 20, 2024
8
I've pretty much lost interest in all my hobbies. I don't have the energy to be engaged to them anymore. I feel dead inside and feel like the "old me" is gone. I'm bipolar II and all my meds do is make me depressed. No more manic energy. I realize that I did a lot of damage with that manic energy but I also did good things, too. Now I do nothing but sleep and eat and plan for the day I'll CTB.
 

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