I have lost interest in everything.

[HFK40000]

There is nothing in my life that brings me any joy or if even and to distract me anymore. Music has always been my passion but now I have no motivation to listen to anything. The drugs stopped feeling good. I am doing about a gram a day of coke and coming down with two bars of xans. I have been playing ton of Doom. I have been trying to find any distraction while I'm waiting for my estate plan to be finalized. I'm so numb to everything and am I can do is sleep and think about my ex.

 

[angelhopes]

Im sorry to hear that :( Im in the exact position as you right now. I keep on trying to think that everything will be better in the future. Sending hugs!