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Davey36000

Davey36000

I'm not the dog in the picture
Jun 12, 2023
335
Someone who is 80 years old, would have lived 29200 days, more than half of me.

That's a lot of days.

Meanwhile every day is a torture and I can't imagine even reaching 80 years old.
 
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QueerMelancholy

QueerMelancholy

Mage
Jul 29, 2023
531
Oh haha you're not that much younger than me.

Shit living to 50 is too much.
 
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lnlybnny

Mage
Jan 25, 2024
545
i'm approaching 30s and i can't imagine turning 80 too, i just want out asap
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,784
It truly is so many days. In my case I find it horrifying how humans can potentially exist for so long, I see nothing desirable about being tortured by old age in this existence that was always pointless in the first place. Even one day here is one day too long for me, it really disgusts me how suicide isn't accepted as a valid option, it's hellish how humans wish to force others to suffer for that long.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
I have lived 8,603 days. I don't want to reach 25, and in the best case scenario, I won't
 
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falling_snow

falling_snow

Mage
Aug 9, 2023
527
im still young to ctb 7581 days for me :3, really dont hope to get to 10000.
kill me :)
 
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letsgetittogo

letsgetittogo

Barbiturate Summer :p
Nov 11, 2023
202
8465 here, what a freaky number. It feels strangely small given how short a day feels and how much has happened.

Let's hope I never reach 9000 days 🫵🏼
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
8465 here, what a freaky number. It feels strangely small given how short a day feels and how much has happened.

Let's hope I never reach 900 days 🫵🏼
You mean 9000 right 🤣
 
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falling_snow

falling_snow

Mage
Aug 9, 2023
527
i thought you were younger than me or after the 2000, also cool year. you are 3 years older than me :0
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
i thought you were younger than me or after the 2000, also cool year. you are 3 years older than me :0
2000 is the year of the golden dragon, of course it's cool ✨
 
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momento.mori

Wake me up next year...
Mar 18, 2024
157
Someone who is 80 years old, would have lived 29200 days, more than half of me.

That's a lot of days.

Meanwhile every day is a torture and I can't imagine even reaching 80 years old.
I agree that's too long, I'm so ready to go! I wish someone would just run me over and finish me already! Unfortunately, it seems that those who want to die always seem to live long 😕
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
I hope I never reach that long. It sounds scary and terrifying to exist for that long. Hopefully I die soon
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
16 138 days here. Way too much.
 
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mtoro998

Experienced
Feb 29, 2024
268
13,124 days for me and everyday more I must endure is a day too many. Weird how small our lifespans look when you put them into days.
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,217
Over 10,000 days on this prison for me
 
leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
10 592 days for me. 😖
 
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tbroken

tbroken

Wizard
Feb 22, 2024
691
Someone who is 80 years old, would have lived 29200 days, more than half of me.

That's a lot of days.

Meanwhile every day is a torture and I can't imagine even reaching 80 years old.
So you have the same age as JC, I'm almost there, two weeks and i will have lived 12045 days too :ahhha:
 
Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
861
Cripes 16,237 days here I think. Wild. And barely half way statistically.
 

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