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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
I need to died before I got pushed away from the appartment.
I am scared but I have my SN.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,414
I need to died before I got pushed away from the appartment.
I am scared but I have my SN.
Wish you luck and peace in your journey ❤️🫂
Make sure you've the right quantity and everything that's given in the protocol, the benzos and anti emetics. The right quantity varies from person to person, metabolism and bmi and other factors.
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
120
I hope everything goes well.

Are you just taking SN? Personally, SN is all i have.

I have no meto to take with it.

I do have fent which i could take for pain though.
 
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RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Mage
Mar 2, 2024
507
Good luck,
Hope you find peace on the other site
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
Wish you luck and peace in your journey ❤️🫂
Make sure you've the right quantity and everything that's given in the protocol, the benzos and anti emetics. The right quantity varies from person to person, metabolism and bmi and other factors.
I have none of that. Just few Benzo and no ae. I can't get it.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,414
I have none of that. Just few Benzo and no ae. I can't get it.
Anti emetics are a must because there's high chance of throwing up the SN water
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,661
I hope you find peace :heart:

I'm sorry you have to go through this.
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
Anti emetics are a must because there's high chance of throwing up the SN water
I know that. I spend hours on the method. I can't get it. The doc is hard to believe.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,414
I know that. I spend hours on the method. I can't get it. The doc is hard to believe.
Try to get OTC anti emetics may be. Something is better than nothing. A few weeks ago, i was getting the pukish sensation, and I went to a medical shop and asked for an anti emetic, they gave me avomine very easily
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
Try to get OTC anti emetics may be. Something is better than nothing. A few weeks ago, i was getting the pukish sensation, and I went to a medical shop and asked for an anti emetic, they gave me avomine very easily.
Yes I went to the doc but didn't give me that
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,414
Yes I went to the doc but didn't give me that
What if you tell them that you need to travel or catch a flight and you've travel sickness due to which you end up vomiting?
 

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