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starsofevernight

starsofevernight

doot doot!
Oct 13, 2025
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It's pretty sturdy too. I don't know if I'm ready yet but I'm genuinely really happy in a way I haven't been for awhile.
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
345
yay, good for you bestie.

still looking for a rope personally.. i've given up for a bit because i couldn't find any
 
CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

Rain, Rain, Go Away
Jun 14, 2026
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Amazing, mate! It's always great when you get something that brings you closer to ctb. I hope you're able to do so peacefully and with the same happiness you feel now. Love and peace, my friend.♥️
 
pika401

pika401

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May 6, 2026
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It's pretty sturdy too. I don't know if I'm ready yet but I'm genuinely really happy in a way I haven't been for awhile.
the happiness probably comes from the sense of comfort that you always have a way out now, it's up to you if you consider that as a good thing or not.
 
meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
345
Amazon works
unfortunately, i don't have money, so my mom would need to buy it for me, and why would she buy me a rope? i've given up on suicide in general because it was a bit draining.. also i have blahaj coming in too i want to play with her first
 

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