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starsofevernight

starsofevernight

doot doot!
Oct 13, 2025
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It's pretty sturdy too. I don't know if I'm ready yet but I'm genuinely really happy in a way I haven't been for awhile.
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
396
yay, good for you bestie.

still looking for a rope personally.. i've given up for a bit because i couldn't find any
 
CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

Blood is Red, and Sweet as Cherry Wine
Jun 14, 2026
239
Amazing, mate! It's always great when you get something that brings you closer to ctb. I hope you're able to do so peacefully and with the same happiness you feel now. Love and peace, my friend.♥️
 
pika401

pika401

Member
May 6, 2026
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It's pretty sturdy too. I don't know if I'm ready yet but I'm genuinely really happy in a way I haven't been for awhile.
the happiness probably comes from the sense of comfort that you always have a way out now, it's up to you if you consider that as a good thing or not.
 
meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
396
Amazon works
unfortunately, i don't have money, so my mom would need to buy it for me, and why would she buy me a rope? i've given up on suicide in general because it was a bit draining.. also i have blahaj coming in too i want to play with her first
 

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