starsofevernight
doot doot!
- Oct 13, 2025
- 16
It's pretty sturdy too. I don't know if I'm ready yet but I'm genuinely really happy in a way I haven't been for awhile.
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meowpuppy
valerie | she/they | puppygirl
- Jul 11, 2026
- 396
yay, good for you bestie.
still looking for a rope personally.. i've given up for a bit because i couldn't find any
CrawlingInMySkin
Blood is Red, and Sweet as Cherry Wine
- Jun 14, 2026
- 257
Amazing, mate! It's always great when you get something that brings you closer to ctb. I hope you're able to do so peacefully and with the same happiness you feel now. Love and peace, my friend.
pika401
Member
- May 6, 2026
- 21
the happiness probably comes from the sense of comfort that you always have a way out now, it's up to you if you consider that as a good thing or not.
Cepheuss
Experienced
- Apr 17, 2023
- 295
meowpuppy
valerie | she/they | puppygirl
- Jul 11, 2026
- 396
unfortunately, i don't have money, so my mom would need to buy it for me, and why would she buy me a rope? i've given up on suicide in general because it was a bit draining.. also i have blahaj coming in too i want to play with her firstSimilar threads
Venting Back to wanting to CTB- Thisiscertainlyause
- Suicide Discussion
Suicide Discussionsadbh—itstimetogo🤎
