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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
142
im planning on hanging myself

all the videos i watched ppl were like convulsing? how do i not do that or is there a way i can make it quiet so i dont get found?

would muscle relaxers help?

i just dont want to get found
 
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U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
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Quick search tells me the seizing is due to reduction in brain oxygen. Regardless of that, I don't think anything you can get without a serious prescription would touch the kind of spasming the body does upon dying...sometimes it's an autopilot self-defense thing you literally can't control. According to some accounts I've read here.
 
tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
142
Quick search tells me the seizing is due to reduction in brain oxygen. Regardless of that, I don't think anything you can get without a serious prescription would touch the kind of spasming the body does upon dying...sometimes it's an autopilot self-defense thing you literally can't control. According to some accounts I've read here.
ah okay, ill like pad my door or something so it isnt as loud, thank u
 

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