i have $50 spare, maybe there's something effective i can get with it?

[exhausted froggy]

this isnt a buying/selling post, like...im not trying to make any kind of transaction on here.
my current method of choice is this makeshift noose from a somewhat thin wire. it feels stable, though every time i put pressure on my neck, i never seem to faint no matter how hard ive tried.
im wondering if there's something good i could order online with this spare money...am i allowed to ask for suggestions? if not, that's fine, im just...curious.

 

[FionaWR]

 

[Severen]

When you only have $50 to CTB, you know the universe is taking a dump on you. I wonder if you could start a GoFundMe to raise money.

 

[Faraway1990]

I have about £300 in my bank £1200 in rent arrears, few hundred council tax arrears maxed out credit cards I've been unable to find a new job not enough to do much with except have a good couple days before I CTB as I decided I am willing to push on a little see what life has for me but I refuse to be homeless again I'm just so done with it.

 

[FionaWR]

I have lots of debt too. Have you considered an IVA to consolidate and reduce your payments. You'll only have to pay max £70 a month. Call Hanover Insolvency or Stepchange.

 

[Efem]

You could buy a reliable ligature for much less than $50. I'd do some research on what ligature would work best for you and would be reliable, but you shouldn't have any issue getting one with the money you have. And please don't use wire. I don't know you, but I don't think you deserve the suffering.

 

[littlelady774]

You could probably get all you need for SN under $50

 

[Rez_MbChB]

Just get sn

 

[Faraway1990]

I have lots of debt too. Have you considered an IVA to consolidate and reduce your payments. You'll only have to pay max £70 a month. Call Hanover Insolvency or Stepchange.

Thank you for the advice I've looked into them the money thing isn't the only or main reason I've decided CTB is my chosen exit it's just the proverbial "straw that broke the camels back"

 

[RainAndSadness]

You could probably get all you need for SN under $50

This.

 

[thedutchguy]

Only SN remains for 50$ if a rope aint working.
Or a CO method maybe

 

[FionaWR]

Thank you for the advice I've looked into them the money thing isn't the only or main reason I've decided CTB is my chosen exit it's just the proverbial "straw that broke the camels back"

I need to sort mine out. But I just don't have the energy to do it. I've just quit everything.

 

[Faraway1990]

I need to sort mine out. But I just don't have the energy to do it. I've just quit everything.

I know what that's like. Since 2016 when I had a complete breakdown and lost everything it's like no matter how much I try I've been in a never ending loop of money troubles I recently lost my job and with everything else I just don't have the energy to fight through and my options are closing fast and I'm already comfortable with CTB so it's like my life is making it more appealing at this point and unless a miracle happens lol I'll probably be gone within the next couple weeks maximum

 

[exhausted froggy]

You could probably get all you need for SN under $50

what is SN?

 

[jake3d]

Threat to others: no, absolutely not. Painful: a little bit, but going by the reports we've been getting we pass out rather quickly. It doesn't get more dumbed-down than in the wiki, you need to do some research of your own. There is a SN megathread here with a lot of info and some reports by members who have used it (and have not come back).

Spoon-feeding info on how to kill yourself can be interpreted as encouragement to commit suicide and that is not ok even here, not to mention illegal - it could land one in prison for a long time.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

When you only have $50 to CTB, you know the universe is taking a dump on you. I wonder if you could start a GoFundMe to raise money.

Am I an asshole for laughing?

 

[exhausted froggy]

Threat to others: no, absolutely not. Painful: a little bit, but going by the reports we've been getting we pass out rather quickly. It doesn't get more dumbed-down than in the wiki, you need to do some research of your own. There is a SN megathread here with a lot of info and some reports by members who have used it (and have not come back).

Spoon-feeding info on how to kill yourself can be interpreted as encouragement to commit suicide and that is not ok even here, not to mention illegal - it could land one in prison for a long time.

ah, well, thank you...
geez, you respond really fast

Am I an asshole for laughing?

nah, pretty sure i dont have it the worst here at all but it's still easy to make a laughing stock outta me

 

[jake3d]

geez, you respond really fast

Haven't taken my drugs yet, likely that's why. SN is also my method of choice so i already know a thing or two about it.

 

[LaBrava]

I know what that's like. Since 2016 when I had a complete breakdown and lost everything it's like no matter how much I try I've been in a never ending loop of money troubles I recently lost my job and with everything else I just don't have the energy to fight through and my options are closing fast and I'm already comfortable with CTB so it's like my life is making it more appealing at this point and unless a miracle happens lol I'll probably be gone within the next couple weeks maximum

Can totally relate, sorry to hear of your troubles.

 

[Severen]

Am I an asshole for laughing?

Nah. People laugh at what is absurd in life. Like the fact, a human being only has $50 to CTB with in this universe, makes no sense because it's just too horrible to make sense... Like when this one man tried to CTB by jumping and landed on this phallic object near the sidewalk that was below him and it impaled him through his asshole, yet he didn't die and EMTs tried to save him. 100% absurd. Makes even less sense than a dog chasing his or her own tail... Like if suddenly, Earth was invaded by Pokemon looking aliens and started killing people by ass raping them to death with a tentacle and they are immune to all damage except damage by silver, diet coke and certain country music songs, which instantly kills them. And the last stand against them by humanity is fought with a united army comprised of the KKK, ISIS, Communists, Libertarians, Weaboos, Furries, the Swedish military and the Nigerian Royal Marines. Then in this one battle, no human or alien survives. And then Nazis take over Earth from their secret base on the moon...

 

[WinterIsComing]

A rope?

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

nah, pretty sure i dont have it the worst here at all but it's still easy to make a laughing stock outta me

Oh Jesus, no.
I didn't mean in like that!