Venting I hate myself

[Ravel]

Im so fucking weird. Everyone notices How weird i am. Im so socially inept. I cant live like this. Im tired people mocking me for being quiet. ALL the places i Go its the same Thing, since high School. Fuck, why people dont accept that some people are different

 

[soonatpeace777888]

Self hatred is painful. I hate myself for being neuro-atypical also but at this point I blame my own biology more than I blame other people.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Same.
I'm diagnosed with aspergers and am a shy and socially awkward introvert.
I'm sure people view me as an alien species, and I certainly feel that way too when around others.
I don't bother trying to fit in anymore and feel better for it.

 

[Krisis]

I am sorry to hear this.

Something that I believe, though, is that it's detrimental to buy into the notion that the qualities that make you different are weaknesses. This couldn't be further from the truth. Wanting to be accepted by the majority is perhaps an instinctive desire for people, but I find that the most peaceful among us are those for whom conforming to what is considered "conventional" holds little to no value. It is best to be yourself and prosper in ways that only you can. It's difficult to adopt this attitude -- I very much understand that -- but from my point of view, it's not only powerful; it's necessary.

 

[Ravel]

Im so tired. Already tried therapy, medications but nothing Works. I always feel dislocated, i dont know whats wrong with me. I Just want to be normal. I feel like im not from this planet, i cant connect with people,