i hate myself.

[eeeeeedeeeeeden]

my ex partner has repeatedly told me that I'm unlovable, many people point out they understand why I don't have friends or people who are there for me yet I don't understand what I'm doing wrong. I struggle with communication, I don't have I'll intentions and yet I keep being told that I'm unlovable. Every time I try to shut myself off and leave people keep talking to me or coming back to me , I just want to disappear and cut the world off. But maybe ctb is my option because I can never win.

 

[DepressoExpresso19]

thats a reflection on them not you, you're lovable theres nothing wrong with struggling to communicate people can just be fucking pricks. I want you to know you are not unlovable obviously it would be good to be able to communicate better and you should try and slowly work on it if u can but that doesnt make you any less deserving. Keep your intentions pure and eventually youll meet the right people