hoppybunny
Fearer of the Future
- Jun 26, 2024
- 332
At this point i probably sound like a broken record but what more can i do besides complain.
I don't even have any tears left to cry at this point.
I hate my fucking parents so much.
They make my life so fucking hard for no reason especially my stupid mother.
She's clearly mentally ill and uses it to abuse everyone in the house.
Today we're both supposed to work today and I just could not bring myself to get out of bed. She has to arrive earlier than me anyway and I've said before that I can't because
I'm honestly too freaking tired to explain everything in detail
Long story short she took all the car keys so i couldn't drive to work
And then my Dad started yelling at me and told me to go quit my job since i hate it so much
But I've been one wanting to quit for months now and they wouldn't let me. Now all of a sudden they want to ruin this job for me
Just narcissistic evil people who want to call themselves my parents
Then he got angrier at the fact that i referred to him and his wife as "you people" than the fact that his wife is an overeactive bitch that oversteps his "authority" as "the man of the house" or whatever stupid bullshit power he believes society gives him
And the worst part about this whole thing is he yelled at me for not having a job and said once it hits December he'll kick me out because it's a year with no job
And was telling me to just go live with my sister but this whole time.if i had moved in with my sister they would've cut me off and abandoned my sister for "disrespecting them" by moving out.
I hate being at their mercy and i hate this universe for not giving me a job.
I just want to go kill myself but it's not fucking faor. Why should i die ?!?!
Why are my only.options to suffer living with my parents or become a wage slave and move out with no support and live with a buch of strangers.
It's not like my parents are poor. Other ppl with parents who make less than mine have lovong parents who let them.stay as long as thry need while job hunting. Why do my parents have to be so fucking useless.
And life is just so easy for them. They can just treat me however they want. Ruin my life. Dictate if i can go to work or not and no one punishes them. But i can't even retaliate. I'm the one getting embarrassed telling my boss at my grown age that my parents won't let me go to work.
And I'm getting scared thinking about it because my parents may beat me or threaten to kick me out for even telling my boss it's their fault.
Why does the world make things so easy for evil people.
I try so hard to be a good person and for what just to get treated like shit by almlst everyone i meet.
I'm not even asking for much. Just an office job or at least a non labor i tensive job that pays me enough to move out. But nope ofcourse after almost a year i can't find one.
Knowing my luck if i go through wih the plan of moving my things to a storage unit, God will make me one of the small percentage of people whose units catch fire or get robbed.
L
I don't even have any tears left to cry at this point.
I hate my fucking parents so much.
They make my life so fucking hard for no reason especially my stupid mother.
She's clearly mentally ill and uses it to abuse everyone in the house.
Today we're both supposed to work today and I just could not bring myself to get out of bed. She has to arrive earlier than me anyway and I've said before that I can't because
I'm honestly too freaking tired to explain everything in detail
Long story short she took all the car keys so i couldn't drive to work
And then my Dad started yelling at me and told me to go quit my job since i hate it so much
But I've been one wanting to quit for months now and they wouldn't let me. Now all of a sudden they want to ruin this job for me
Just narcissistic evil people who want to call themselves my parents
Then he got angrier at the fact that i referred to him and his wife as "you people" than the fact that his wife is an overeactive bitch that oversteps his "authority" as "the man of the house" or whatever stupid bullshit power he believes society gives him
And the worst part about this whole thing is he yelled at me for not having a job and said once it hits December he'll kick me out because it's a year with no job
And was telling me to just go live with my sister but this whole time.if i had moved in with my sister they would've cut me off and abandoned my sister for "disrespecting them" by moving out.
I hate being at their mercy and i hate this universe for not giving me a job.
I just want to go kill myself but it's not fucking faor. Why should i die ?!?!
Why are my only.options to suffer living with my parents or become a wage slave and move out with no support and live with a buch of strangers.
It's not like my parents are poor. Other ppl with parents who make less than mine have lovong parents who let them.stay as long as thry need while job hunting. Why do my parents have to be so fucking useless.
And life is just so easy for them. They can just treat me however they want. Ruin my life. Dictate if i can go to work or not and no one punishes them. But i can't even retaliate. I'm the one getting embarrassed telling my boss at my grown age that my parents won't let me go to work.
And I'm getting scared thinking about it because my parents may beat me or threaten to kick me out for even telling my boss it's their fault.
Why does the world make things so easy for evil people.
I try so hard to be a good person and for what just to get treated like shit by almlst everyone i meet.
I'm not even asking for much. Just an office job or at least a non labor i tensive job that pays me enough to move out. But nope ofcourse after almost a year i can't find one.
Knowing my luck if i go through wih the plan of moving my things to a storage unit, God will make me one of the small percentage of people whose units catch fire or get robbed.
L
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