I hate my body

[ravenx]

I'm so frustrated because it's unbelievable how ugly I am. I want to set my body on flames despite how painful it sounds. I want my body to dissapear and be ashes. I hate it and so does all the women I've met in my life. It's unbelievable how ugly and pathetic my life is. I should have killed myself years ago and not now.

 

[sakakap]

What specifically are you unhappy with? I think many people (particularly men) vastly overestimate how much of one's appearance is set in stone.

 

[ravenx]

What specifically are you unhappy with? I think many people (particularly men) vastly overestimate how much of one's appearance is set in stone.

I hate my physique, my face, and overall everything. I'm 5'8, such an horrid height.

 

[Ladyybugged]

honestly, same.

 

[Sunshiny]

And I hate my body as well, when I look at it I get sick.
I'm too skinny, never felt like a woman.

 

[Greasyhair]

Brother same.

I have hypotonia (low muscle density) meaning I have noodle arms, and bullying I received in sports gave me a mental block on exercising. Let me tell you weak arms, and fat belly from coping methods dont exactly go together well haha. But bites me deepest is the loss of my hairline, not that anyone else ever liked my hair, but I did.

I remember when I was in school girl I never interacted with flat out refused to do group assignment with me out of disgust, and I have had women unironically run away from me, when they see me coming down the street.

Sliver of hope is that I am moving towards acceptance of the fact I will be alone, and soon not part of this world in the grand scheme of things.

 

[orbwithinorb]

I used to hate my body a lot and it was one of the main reasons I was unhappy. I learned that I was suffering from body dysmorphia and sought treatment for it (meds, therapy). Now I'm mostly indifferent about my body and don't think about it all that much (just suicidal for different reasons).


OP, if your appearance is your main concern look into if you may be suffering from BDD (body dysmorphic disorder). Even when I hated how I looked I was aware of this disorder but never thought I was suffering from it as I believed that my impression of my appearance was based in reality.

 

[ravenx]

Brother same.

I have hypotonia (low muscle density) meaning I have noodle arms, and bullying I received in sports gave me a mental block on exercising. Let me tell you weak arms, and fat belly from coping methods dont exactly go together well haha. But bites me deepest is the loss of my hairline, not that anyone else ever liked my hair, but I did.

I remember when I was in school girl I never interacted with flat out refused to do group assignment with me out of disgust, and I have had women unironically run away from me, when they see me coming down the street.

Sliver of hope is that I am moving towards acceptance of the fact I will be alone, and soon not part of this world in the grand scheme of things.

Same. I had insane amount of hook ups and girlfriends but i don't trust myself.

I used to hate my body a lot and it was one of the main reasons I was unhappy. I learned that I was suffering from body dysmorphia and sought treatment for it (meds, therapy). Now I'm mostly indifferent about my body and don't think about it all that much (just suicidal for different reasons).


OP, if your appearance is your main concern look into if you may be suffering from BDD (body dysmorphic disorder). Even when I hated how I looked I was aware of this disorder but never thought I was suffering from it as I believed that my impression of my appearance was based in reality.

I did drugs yesterday and when i get high my face gets white spots for no reason. Idk.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I would gladly trade my body for an ugly and short body. An ugly but healthy body without the multijoint pain I am experiencing on a daily basis. I don't need good appearance, all I want is for the pain to stop
I learned how to cope with loneliness, but will never learn how to deal with physical pain.

 

[ravenx]

I would gladly trade my body for an ugly and short body. An ugly but healthy body without the multijoint pain I am experiencing on a daily basis. I don't need good appearance, all I want is for the pain to stop
I learned how to cope with loneliness, but will never learn how to deal with physical pain.

5'8 is so fucking short man hahaha i should kill myself

I would gladly trade my body for an ugly and short body. An ugly but healthy body without the multijoint pain I am experiencing on a daily basis. I don't need good appearance, all I want is for the pain to stop
I learned how to cope with loneliness, but will never learn how to deal with physical pain.

Btw try to do weed maybe that'll relieve it

 

[Macedonian1987]

5'8 is so fucking short man hahaha i should kill myself

Btw try to do weed maybe that'll relieve it

I tried it a few times and it barely even touched the pain. Thanks for the advice though.

 

[$ixty-2wo]

Bro I feel the same way, I'm 5'6", ugly as fuck, and built like a lil bitch. It sucks.

 

[ravenx]

Bro I feel the same way, I'm 5'6", ugly as fuck, and built like a lil bitch. It sucks.

We incel as shit.

 

[$ixty-2wo]

We incel as shit.

Idk about incel, gang. I just hate myself. I'm not into all that "He-Man Woman Hater" shit lmao