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martinso67
All human rights are important
- Feb 5, 2021
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This is not a post bashing or criticizing the European Union.
I wish I could be in South America. Having no access to N or SN. Or any medication. Yet alone that for example to Benzos. Every and any real helpful (regardless if it's fatal) medication is only available with prescription.
And doctors would not prescribe you the medication you want.
South American countries of course are more dangerous. But I would not be treated like a child and I am really free and responsible for my life.
I am afraid of being put under a watch list because of my government for wanting to suicide. They control and want to make It more difficult to end one's life. It got worse than Eastern Germany. Which had more suicide rates, though it's citizen were monitored throughly. And they had shortage of good and materials.
I don't have now the energy to do nearly anything. My body is not my own. No autonomy over my body and own life decisions. I am trapped in a nightmare, which does not want to end.
I don't have the energy more to continue. No access to guns. Deadly guns are not available legally. If I did succed in getting stuff to end my life through several underground connections or the dark web. Then I would not be here. Of course I did not do that. Anything illegal. I am not also supporting doing anything illegal.
Yeah, I don't care about anything. Laws and society/government are here to make me suffer and enslave me. I am fine with that. At least I have death, which is the total freedom.
I wish I had a friend who would support me in the journey of ending my life. I don't need that he would provide me the medication or money. But someone who would have the connection and/or knowledge how to do it successfully. I failed ending my life on my own without any help or support of another one. I mean if you do end your life through hanging yourself. Then you would need a rope, which someone did create for you. The rope should be the correct one. Not in my case, where the material of the rope dissolve/damaged it self. It could not hold my weight, which is underweight.
I wish I could be in South America. Having no access to N or SN. Or any medication. Yet alone that for example to Benzos. Every and any real helpful (regardless if it's fatal) medication is only available with prescription.
And doctors would not prescribe you the medication you want.
South American countries of course are more dangerous. But I would not be treated like a child and I am really free and responsible for my life.
I am afraid of being put under a watch list because of my government for wanting to suicide. They control and want to make It more difficult to end one's life. It got worse than Eastern Germany. Which had more suicide rates, though it's citizen were monitored throughly. And they had shortage of good and materials.
I don't have now the energy to do nearly anything. My body is not my own. No autonomy over my body and own life decisions. I am trapped in a nightmare, which does not want to end.
I don't have the energy more to continue. No access to guns. Deadly guns are not available legally. If I did succed in getting stuff to end my life through several underground connections or the dark web. Then I would not be here. Of course I did not do that. Anything illegal. I am not also supporting doing anything illegal.
Yeah, I don't care about anything. Laws and society/government are here to make me suffer and enslave me. I am fine with that. At least I have death, which is the total freedom.
I wish I had a friend who would support me in the journey of ending my life. I don't need that he would provide me the medication or money. But someone who would have the connection and/or knowledge how to do it successfully. I failed ending my life on my own without any help or support of another one. I mean if you do end your life through hanging yourself. Then you would need a rope, which someone did create for you. The rope should be the correct one. Not in my case, where the material of the rope dissolve/damaged it self. It could not hold my weight, which is underweight.