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seeweed

seeweed

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everytime i get mad she always calls out for dad and he gets really angry at me and it happened last night. He almost threw my bag and a vase at me and he was pulling me up cause i was sitting down and my dad was pushing me around, but after that he went upstairs to sleep and ive had the most unbearable conversation with my mom, saying that if i keep acting like this, she'll call for dad again. And even asking if we all should just kill each other..A few minutes passed and i was inside my room but i forgot my earphones so I had to go down, when i went out, my mom was standing right outside my room. She was telling me to go apologize to her and dad. I had no choice, i was scared and trying to resist but my mom eventually convinced me. My dad was crying, and I apologized. After that, my mom pulled me out their room and started saying stuff about suicide since she saw me watch a documentary about that once. She was telling me not to think about stuff like that because its just insane. That if i killed myself, my dad might kill her, then himself. Or, they both unalive themselves.
 
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