I had ideal childhood. Ideal teenage. Ideal family and I live in ideal country.

[DivineSpark]

I should be happy. I should be grateful. I have no right to feel miserable. Some people have it thousand times worse.

 

[derekWest]

as said a psychiatrist to me : no suffer is illegitimate and so deserve all attention and be care. It was when i had borborygms during my work at open-space.

I should be happy. I should be grateful. I have no right to feel miserable. Some people have it thousand times worse.

what are your troubles, bro ?

 

[DivineSpark]

as said a psychiatrist to me : no suffer is illegitimate and so deserve all attention and be care. It was when i had borborygms during my work at open-space.

what are your troubles, bro ?

anxiety, anhedonia, demons (schizophrenia) I feel like my life is living hell. It seems like every year it just gets worse and worse. Very little hope....financially, I am fine. The government pays everything, rent, meds, and little bit extra. I am such a loser living on taxpayers money and not contributing to society.

 

[derekWest]

anxiety, anhedonia, demons (schizophrenia) I feel like my life is living hell. It seems like every year it just gets worse and worse. Very little hope....financially, I am fine. The government pays everything, rent, meds, and little bit extra. I am such a loser living on taxpayers money and not contributing to society.

me too, my country help me a lot... and it don't disturb me because i think that we have right to be sick. But i understand this situation isn't comfortable in a social point of view.

today isn't yesterday neither tomorrow. It can be chnage !
And, you aren't a loser ! I think you don't steal diamond or burn cars...

who tell you that you are a loser ?

 

[DivineSpark]

me too, my country help me a lot... and it don't disturb me because i think that we have right to be sick. But i understand this situation isn't comfortable in a social point of view.

today isn't yesterday neither tomorrow. It can be chnage !
And, you aren't a loser ! I think you don't steal diamond or burn cars...

who tell you that you are a loser ?

I dont know, it is just how I feel. Yeah, I do have mental health problems, I am blessed to live in country which offers me all support, in another country, I would be seriously fucked up. When old people ask me where do I work, I feel so embarrassed to say I am not working but living on government support.

 

[divinemistress87]

Mental illness doesnt care how good your life is. It will tell you its terrible no matter what