Laxatives?
I don't quiet follow? Why would you take laxatives?
Anyway. I am sorry you are feeling so much pain.
This is indeed a cruel world. Or at least it really can be.
sorry for spitting shit without context. i have a pretty bad eating disorder and in the pro-ana ed community, laxative abuse is a pretty common thing, not that it's justified and advised by any means though. i just want to feel empty and then die (by jumping off of the rooftop, not because of OD-ing).
anyway, really, thank you for your words. really in the need of that.