I guess that's it

[sounditself]

Hello everyone. I'm 21. I'm male. It's almost 10 PM. I'm gonna try Robin Williams' method tonight 'cos I don't wanna go to work tomorrow hahah. Just kidding. Don't get me wrong, I really love living but.. but I'm sick in my head. I wanna die young and foolish. I want to be forever young. I really really wanna live but something in the way.. something in my head. Feel free to rate my setup if you want haha. Hope It'll work.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you find the freedom you search for.

 

[sounditself]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you find the freedom you search for.

Still here :). Listening to Nirvana and Pink Floyd in the dark.. it'll be over soon. Thank you

 

[karel1987]

If you love life why do you want to quit?

 

[sounditself]

If you love life why do you want to quit?

I can't explain.. I live normally and then suddenly I feel like I wanna go. Just end everything while feeling very happy. I'm sick yeah

 

[020x]

Looks like you're gonna try partial hanging. I wouldn't recommend immediately going for ctb. Practice passing out and fighting your survival instinct first. Because it will be scary what your body is going to do for you. Saying it from experience :/

 

[sounditself]

Looks like you're gonna try partial hanging. I wouldn't recommend immediately going for ctb. Practice passing out and fighting your survival instinct first. Because it will be scary what your body is going to do for you. Saying it from experience :/

I wanna lean forward to pass out and then I'm gonna die from suffocation while being unconscious, right?

 

[hunterfla]

Hopefully you find peace, I won't be too far behind you. If you need or want to talk feel free to PM me...though I'm old enough to be your father.

 

[020x]

I wanna lean forward to pass out and then I'm gonna die from suffocation while being unconscious, right?

It usually takes up to 30 seconds to lose consciousness, doesn't matter if it's partial or full suspension. 3kg/6,6lbs weight minimum is needed which is achieved more than enough when you just lean forward or kneel yourself down.

Research and practice it first, to make it one of your ready to use methods in the future. I hope your life is worth living and you'll find happiness that will make these thoughts go away, especially for an impulsive individual like you

Goodluck and hopefully you'll find peace.

 

[love_peep]

Interesting decision but unfortunately I completely understand you.I'm 19 and my life went to hell when I was 18 and I moved out of my foster parents now officially I have no one except my brother who sent me the fuck. In general, I wish you good luck. Because it will come in handy, it's a pity that of course you don't know each other, but I wish you in general to find what you are looking for, since this is very important.

 

[CW36]

I hope you find the peace you've been searching for. JZ