I guess I'll introduce myself

[JustGiveNovacaine]

Hi. My name is Helena, I'm 24 and I'm in my end, I guess. I tried cbt a few time along the years, with no success. Last time my now ex alert my parents and that lead to a visit to the hospital that I can't really remember.

I tried a few times before that, but just wake up before a long, long sleep.

I just don't know what to do anymore. People say I have a lot to live for, I'm almost married, my soon to be fiance just bought a house. And that's great. That's really great. But I guess I just past my expiration date?

I had every opportunity and blew all them up. I don't have a major, I'm addicted to cocaine, and I just... don't wanna live. I'm supposed to be so happy with all these good things happening in my life, but I can't. I just can't.

That's my last straw. So hey. Nice to meet you guys.

Also english is not my first language, I'm brazillian. Sorry for any mistakes.

 

[Old Friend]

Nice to meet you too. Sorry to hear that you're struggling. Most of us are struggling too so you should fit in just fine. :)

 

[JustGiveNovacaine]

Nice to meet you too. Sorry to hear that you're struggling. Most of us are struggling too so you should fit in just fine. :)

I seem such a taboo to just admitting you're struggling. Being here is a nice change of pace. Thank you

 

[larastoned]

Hi! Nice to meet you. I hope you find the support you need here. x

 

[FuneralCry]

It must had been so awful going through those failed attempts, I find it so dreadful how it's purposely made so difficult to die. But anyway I wish you the best, it's really understandable just wishing to be free from this existence.

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

Hello Helena. I wish you a good time here. I hope you find the peace you need and want.

 

[JustGiveNovacaine]

It must had been so awful going through those failed attempts, I find it so dreadful how it's purposely made so difficult to die. But anyway I wish you the best, it's really understandable just wishing to be free from this existence.

I don't know if they're trying so hard to save my life for me or for themselves. Just, I don't know, let me fucking die. But I have new plan. Hopefully this one works out