Iwouldratherdie

Iwouldratherdie

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Im not going to lie to a doctor that's just wrong. What else do I need? can someone link me to the right resource page?
 
InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
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Willing to CTB but not lie to a doctor?
 
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Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
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Caring about man made morals on the verge of death? Seriously? I truly believe one has to be a nihilist just before the end or else it's just not the time.

In the words of Lorne Malvo from Fargo Season 1, "You think there are rules, but there aren't any."
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
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Caring about man made morals on the verge of death? Seriously? I truly believe one has to be a nihilist just before the end or else it's just not the time.

In the words of Lorne Malvo from Fargo Season 1, "You think there are rules, but there aren't any."
Fargo season 1 was amazing.
 
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Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
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autumnal

autumnal

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Feb 4, 2020
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Im not going to lie to a doctor that's just wrong. What else do I need? can someone link me to the right resource page?

How can you have heard of SN but not seen either of the SN guides?! I never understand when members say this. Read the PPH and Stan's Guide.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/attachments/autumnal-rtfm-resources-only-extended-information-png.34278/

And yes, it's possible you may need to lie to a doctor to get certain medications. Honestly, just deal with it. Compared to suicide itself, it's a very minor transgression.
 
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Iwouldratherdie

Iwouldratherdie

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How can you have heard of SN but not seen either of the SN guides?! I never understand when members say this. Read the PPH and Stan's Guide.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/attachments/autumnal-rtfm-resources-only-extended-information-png.34278/

And yes, it's possible you may need to lie to a doctor to get certain medications. Honestly, just deal with it. Compared to suicide itself, it's a very minor transgression.
I'm not good at lying thats why im worried
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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Sooooo....I gave you a link to the resource and even added instructions. No like react, no comment.

I deleted it. Ima let you be an adult and figure things out for yourself. Take care.
 
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autumnal

autumnal

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Feb 4, 2020
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I'm not good at lying thats why im worried

OK, well that's a lot different from the moralising statement 'that's just wrong'.

When you review the resources previously mentioned, you will find that all other add-ons are technically optional, although personally I would strongly recommend an antiemetic, and the PPH shares this view.

You may be able to order one (such as meto) from an online retailer.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
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@Iwouldratherdie I mean this in the nicest way, please stop asking others to tell you what to do, how to and where to do it? If you feel ctb is your only option, you have to own the responsibility of figuring this out on your own. Intelligent Questions about things that aren't already spelled out in the guides and info here, can then be asked and answered.

Everyone cares about you but members can't assist you this way.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
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I agree with @InTheAirTonight as you have two contradictory actions, which will ultimately end in disaster. If you are willing to CTB, you cannot afford to divulge it to a mental health professional or anyone in a position of authority who has the power to incarcerate you/take away your liberty. However, if you decide not to CTB (aka changed your mind) then feel free to be honest with your doctor, but keep in mind of the potential consequences if your doctor believes you to be a danger to yourself or others, he/she would (by law and profession be required to) report you or have you committed against your will.

To my understanding, logically speaking, if one is intending to CTB, the last thing one wants is for someone to intervene, save, or prevent one from being able to carry out his/her CTB attempt.
 
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Living sucks

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And then as usual.. abandons post. Smh
 
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WearyOfStruggling

Male, 54
May 23, 2020
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I don't know much about SN, but from what I've read, it seems like one should try to obtain metoclopramide or other appropriate antiemetic first since that is much more challenging than SN, at least in the US.

I agree with the OP that I have very low confidence that I would be able to obtain a reliable antiemetic from a physician using subterfuge or from an illegal online "pharmacy". For this and other reasons I've posted about today, SN isn't a method I consider available to me, and even if it was, I would choose a more reliable and gentle one.
 
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