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- Feb 13, 2025
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I made a lot of research, I know many methods. I got only 6 weeks before I am forced back into school. I'm a senior. I suck at school a lot, it was apart of the many reasons why I tried to commit. Therapist told me I can only do 6 weeks of online homeschooling nothing more. I can't go back, I'd go insane if I do. I'm not only embarrassed, I hate pity especially that from teachers. I would probably get made fun of as well. I never had friends at school or anywhere else.
My problem is that I am broke. $0 dollars in my pockets. Getting a job isn't easy now and it's gonna make everything 10x times worse. I wanted to buy SN and some other drugs off of a market. That's the problem. The only method that I think I can go through is hard to get.
I want to die on a bridge. The bridge is over a river nearby me. It's a beautiful sight. I don't want to die home. I want to stand there and whenever I feel like I'm nearing death, I'll make the jump into the river. It's 50ft, survivable, but the SN would ensure my death.
Question:
Is there a method that's fairly easy to commit to, low/moderate pain, and cheap (like something that I can find anywhere for nothing more than 30-40 bucks)?
I made a lot of research, I know many methods. I got only 6 weeks before I am forced back into school. I'm a senior. I suck at school a lot, it was apart of the many reasons why I tried to commit. Therapist told me I can only do 6 weeks of online homeschooling nothing more. I can't go back, I'd go insane if I do. I'm not only embarrassed, I hate pity especially that from teachers. I would probably get made fun of as well. I never had friends at school or anywhere else.
My problem is that I am broke. $0 dollars in my pockets. Getting a job isn't easy now and it's gonna make everything 10x times worse. I wanted to buy SN and some other drugs off of a market. That's the problem. The only method that I think I can go through is hard to get.
I want to die on a bridge. The bridge is over a river nearby me. It's a beautiful sight. I don't want to die home. I want to stand there and whenever I feel like I'm nearing death, I'll make the jump into the river. It's 50ft, survivable, but the SN would ensure my death.
Question:
Is there a method that's fairly easy to commit to, low/moderate pain, and cheap (like something that I can find anywhere for nothing more than 30-40 bucks)?
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