Discussion I give up

[SpaceCadet]

Don't want to fight anymore, i accept my fate

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that it is hard to carry on when you are tired of everything, I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I have also had enough of living, all I want is to peacefully pass away. I wish you the best.

 

[Lost Magic]

Yeah, I'm also really tired. I get little moments of joy but they are all too fleeting. I don't want another full year of this pain.

 

[Someone123]

I gave up a year ago but getting myself to cross the line has been so difficult. I 've had what I need to try for three months and still I haven't because there are still ways it can go wrong, and choosing a location is also tough- home or somewhere else. Giving up is often the beginning of another long struggle- how to end the pain, where, etc. A lot of people here gave up a long time ago but the body keeps on living whether we want it to or not. Giving up may seem like the end, a relief, but often it is the beginning of another long struggle. Some people even recover during this struggle.

 

[jimmy7754]

I gave up a year ago but getting myself to cross the line has been so difficult. I 've had what I need to try for three months and still I haven't because there are still ways it can go wrong, and choosing a location is also tough- home or somewhere else. Giving up is often the beginning of another long struggle- how to end the pain, where, etc. A lot of people here gave up a long time ago but the body keeps on living whether we want it to or not. Giving up may seem like the end, a relief, but often it is the beginning of another long struggle. Some people even recover during this struggle.

My worst nightmare.

 

[hopelessgirl]

Don't want to fight anymore, i accept my fate

I decided the same thing. It's time for me to let go.

 

[Lost Magic]

tbh, I am pissed off that I am still here after all these years. I wish my brother could have had a chance of life instead of me. I think he would have been much more successful at it. Oh, well. God works in mysterious ways or whatever the fuck people say.

 

[cleveland2011]

I just gave up in terms of my treatment for illness. I want a diagnosis. As it's a really bad disease the toxicity I got. It causes ALS, Parkinson's - and that's certainly where this is going. I mean I'm already there but it takes forever to get a diagnosis for one of those diseases.

I just want to get the diagnosis out of the way. Let my family and friends know. Then ctb. I just need this to happen. I can't take the sadness and pain anymore.

I knew I had the toxicity before I was really really sick. I tried to treat it. Doctors methods went horrid. I tried myself for a bit was having success (more immune system, methylation approach). Then I tried to combine my ways with doctors…. One wrong step happened. Ever since I've been dying the worst death imaginable. Getting worse and worse and worse.

I just want a fucking diagnosis so my friends and family can at least have peace "he was dying anyways." They don't believe that yet. They see I'm sick they just don't realize I'm dying .

 

[Niirvana]

I am about to give up my job, my independence, my money, to go back to live with my sister and be nobody again. But I just can't with life