I gave up a year ago but getting myself to cross the line has been so difficult. I 've had what I need to try for three months and still I haven't because there are still ways it can go wrong, and choosing a location is also tough- home or somewhere else. Giving up is often the beginning of another long struggle- how to end the pain, where, etc. A lot of people here gave up a long time ago but the body keeps on living whether we want it to or not. Giving up may seem like the end, a relief, but often it is the beginning of another long struggle. Some people even recover during this struggle.