Venting I gave up on myself

[pieceoffox]

I no longer want to seek help or improve my mental health. I don't plan anything longer than a week and don't want to make long-term commitments. I'm currently taking Zoloft and Trittico, but they're not helping. I haven't set a specific date for my CTB yet, but I'm more confident in my decision than ever. This simultaneously scares me and gives me a sense of freedom. My last psychiatrist appointment is scheduled for April 30th, and I'm hoping to get some Xanax from him. If he doesn't prescribe it, I'll have to buy it on the dark web

 

[SentimentalTrip]

Sort of a crazy coincidence. I also have an appointment on the 30th and I'm also looking to get Xanax (or some other Benzo).

 

[pieceoffox]

Sort of a crazy coincidence. I also have an appointment on the 30th and I'm also looking to get Xanax (or some other Benzo).

Hahaha, fate is an interesting thing