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justafcknloser

justafcknloser

come murder me <3
Mar 1, 2026
10
it's a 7 story tall parking garage. everyone keeps telling me to just take it into my own hands. i just feel bad for the people who have to witness you know? i mean the only other choice i really have is train tracks for amtrak but i feel like that would traumatize a lot more people? idk. i wish i had a gun. or a person to do this with. or drugs. even rope in a forest would feel better? idk. i just wish i wasn't completely and utterly alone. and i hope everyone that left hears and blames themselves. is that selfish? it probably is.
 
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poppinpercs34

Edge of a Cliff
Mar 3, 2026
8
i don't think it's selfish at all, i feel the same way whenever i think about ctb, if you go through with it, best thing to do is to do it late at night when no one would be driving by. if you need someone to talk to, im here for you brudder/sister/person, and just know if you do (especially if you leave a note outright saying it) everyone will for a while at the minimum, hope you get the help you want/need.
 
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cbtvvxxvvv

cbtvvxxvvv

can you come and murder me :3
Mar 4, 2026
21
hm 7 stories is a bit risky i'd say. from what i've heard 15 is nearly a 100% fatality. trains are a good option but you must jump as it flies through the station. don't do it if it's slowing down or stopping. i mean you could but laying neck first on the rails waiting might get in your head and survival instincts might kick in. either way, you know what's best i hope you find peace mwa <3
 
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justafcknloser

justafcknloser

come murder me <3
Mar 1, 2026
10
i don't think it's selfish at all, i feel the same way whenever i think about ctb, if you go through with it, best thing to do is to do it late at night when no one would be driving by. if you need someone to talk to, im here for you brudder/sister/person, and just know if you do (especially if you leave a note outright saying it) everyone will for a while at the minimum, hope you get the help you want/need.
i appreciate you saying that and thanks for the advice ☺️
hm 7 stories is a bit risky i'd say. from what i've heard 15 is nearly a 100% fatality. trains are a good option but you must jump as it flies through the station. don't do it if it's slowing down or stopping. i mean you could but laying neck first on the rails waiting might get in your head and survival instincts might kick in. either way, you know what's best i hope you find peace mwa <3
is 7 stories risky? i was googling it earlier and i saw this post saying "A person who falls from the third floor has a 50/50 chance of dying. A person who falls from the sixth floor has a 95% chance of dying. This is independent of which body part hits first." idk how true that is. see and the train station is like right there so unless i walk super far out it'll be going at a pretty slow starting speed. so idk. i could try to find another building but i dont know how to get onto rooftops like that <3
 
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poppinpercs34

Edge of a Cliff
Mar 3, 2026
8
i appreciate you saying that and thanks for the advice ☺️
of course family, also i agree with cbtvvxxvvv, 7 stories might be too low, unless you plan on landing on your head of course, kinda hard to control the way you land unless you know how tho
 
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justafcknloser

justafcknloser

come murder me <3
Mar 1, 2026
10
of course family, also i agree with cbtvvxxvvv, 7 stories might be too low, unless you plan on landing on your head of course, kinda hard to control the way you land unless you know how tho
hm okay. i don't think i could really control how i land. there's a lot of tall buildings. it's just getting on top of them that i'm worried about. like if i didn't care about traumatizing as little people as i possibly could i would do it at a rooftop park or something. or if they didnt build the nets i'd do the classic golden gate but alas.
 
leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
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from what i understand its 150ft thats practically guaranteed fatal, dunno how tall your parking garage is in ft.
 
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poppinpercs34

Edge of a Cliff
Mar 3, 2026
8
i appreciate you saying that and thanks for the advice ☺️

is 7 stories risky? i was googling it earlier and i saw this post saying "A person who falls from the third floor has a 50/50 chance of dying. A person who falls from the sixth floor has a 95% chance of dying. This is independent of which body part hits first." idk how true that is. see and the train station is like right there so unless i walk super far out it'll be going at a pretty slow starting speed. so idk. i could try to find another building but i dont know how to get onto rooftops like that <3
hm okay. i don't think i could really control how i land. there's a lot of tall buildings. it's just getting on top of them that i'm worried about. like if i didn't care about traumatizing as little people as i possibly could i would do it at a rooftop park or something. or if they didnt build the nets i'd do the classic golden gate but alas.
if you are near the GGB (golden gate bridge), you could always go to another bridge, last time i was there, the bay bridge didnt have them, but ion live over there so idk for sure
 
justafcknloser

justafcknloser

come murder me <3
Mar 1, 2026
10
is this the bay bridge? also i feel like that could easily be cleared if you just jump far enough lol
that's the golden gate. and only 8 people have successfully died since its installment. the bay bridge is a lot harder to get to the edge. like golden gate has sidewalks by the railing. but the bay bridge is mostly closed to pedestrians. besides the way that goes from oakland to yerba buena island. but it has tall fencing.
that's the golden gate. and only 8 people have successfully died since its installment. the bay bridge is a lot harder to get to the edge. like golden gate has sidewalks by the railing. but the bay bridge is mostly closed to pedestrians. besides the way that goes from oakland to yerba buena island. but it has tall fencing.
i could try and walk by there tomorrow and see tho
 
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poppinpercs34

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Mar 3, 2026
8
that's the golden gate. and only 8 people have successfully died since its installment. the bay bridge is a lot harder to get to the edge. like golden gate has sidewalks by the railing. but the bay bridge is mostly closed to pedestrians. besides the way that goes from oakland to yerba buena island. but it has tall fencing.

i could try and walk by there tomorrow and see tho
wouldn't hurt, could always rent a high floor hotel room and use the window/balcony to ctb worst case scenario

also ngl, you could land on the net, then jump off that if you really wanted too 🤷‍♂️
 
justafcknloser

justafcknloser

come murder me <3
Mar 1, 2026
10
is this the bay bridge? also i feel like that could easily be cleared if you just jump far enough lol

wouldn't hurt, could always rent a high floor hotel room and use the window/balcony to ctb worst case scenario

also ngl, you could land on the net, then jump off that if you really wanted too 🤷‍♂️
renting a hotel isn't gonna work atm unless i wait awhile. see i thought that too about the net. but security apparently gets on you like THAT. and also it's steel mesh and would break bones and it's like insanely hard to get up allegedly. and it's a crazy fine if you fail. but i feel like jumping into water would be so beautiful.
 
poppinpercs34

poppinpercs34

Edge of a Cliff
Mar 3, 2026
8
renting a hotel isn't gonna work atm unless i wait awhile. see i thought that too about the net. but security apparently gets on you like THAT. and also it's steel mesh and would break bones and it's like insanely hard to get up allegedly. and it's a crazy fine if you fail. but i feel like jumping into water would be so beautiful.
gotta just be careful getting to the net, once you are on there, you are basically home free, security wont be ablet to get to you in time, could jump from the top railing to the water too, just dont let them catch you

also if they try to fine you, you can just try again, fines wont matter if you ctb instead of paying them
 
left0vers

left0vers

Member
Feb 23, 2026
45
hm 7 stories is a bit risky i'd say. from what i've heard 15 is nearly a 100% fatality. trains are a good option but you must jump as it flies through the station. don't do it if it's slowing down or stopping. i mean you could but laying neck first on the rails waiting might get in your head and survival instincts might kick in. either way, you know what's best i hope you find peace mwa <3
Unfortunately I saw a fair share of news reporting survival after jumping from heights of 15 stories and above. Sure, maybe those accidents make up 1% of all cases, but still, death is never a guarantee and it's scary.
 

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