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magicdeathbutton

magicdeathbutton

Member
Mar 18, 2026
26
I found dsl! I only started looking 24 hours ago (big thank u to the person who helped me!) wooo now I just need to order it…
 
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TheTwelthRootOfTwo

TheTwelthRootOfTwo

Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
419
I found dsl! I only started looking 24 hours ago (big thank u to the person who helped me!) wooo now I just need to order it…
I literally just got done placing the order and am having a lot of mixed emotions lol
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
332
Yay, thanks to the person who has helped a new account, having no clue who they are, find DSL!! not
 
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TheTwelthRootOfTwo

TheTwelthRootOfTwo

Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
419
Hey! I think I've found it too...Is there a dog on the site, by any chance?
Haha be careful how much you say...😜🤪
I just got confirmation that my order will be shipped soon. Oh boy, this muthah doesn't mess around lol
 
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magicdeathbutton

magicdeathbutton

Member
Mar 18, 2026
26
Yay, thanks to the person who has helped a new account, having no clue who they are, find DSL!! not
Stay mad I guess I'm not gonna share it with anyone
Hey! I think I've found it too...Is there a dog on the site, by any chance?


Hey! I think I've found it too...Is there a dog on the site, by any chance?
Don't think I'm supposed to say what's on the site lol but congrats if u did find it
 
neverexistedd

neverexistedd

Member
Mar 13, 2026
38
oh wow I just found DSL as well
I guess I was on the right track but I kept misinterpreting the first letter
it has been fun to look for it
 
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murdoc23

Member
Mar 5, 2026
25
Anybody kind enough to help point me in the right direction? Can send by DM. I'm just another tortured soul (with real mental pain) looking for the most painless way to CTB.
 
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thelostautistic

Specialist
Jul 31, 2025
383
Anybody kind enough to help point me in the right direction? Can send by DM. I'm just another tortured soul (with real mental pain) looking for the most painless way to CTB.
It's against the rules. You need to use the forum to find it yourself
 
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murdoc23

Member
Mar 5, 2026
25
It's against the rules. You need to use the forum to find it yourself

I've already scoured the forum for all the tips and still cant find it even using the Y search engine. I'm really desperate right now seeking the most painless way to CTB. Any additional tips would be very, very truly appreciated.
 
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SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
185
I've already scoured the forum for all the tips and still cant find it even using the Y search engine. I'm really desperate right now seeking the most painless way to CTB. Any additional tips would be very, very truly appreciated.
I don't need blatant exposure of it. I just need clues. I've spent the entire night trying to look for keywords in not just English but also Ukranian but couldn't find it. Even tried the Y marketplace and couldn't find the seller.
 
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murdoc23

Member
Mar 5, 2026
25
I think I finally found the DSLR website.

1. Are people buying the highest gram dosage?
2. Are you guys mostly paying for it through amazon gift cards?
3.. And is paying for the express shipping better?
 
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BradGuy123

Specialist
Jul 6, 2025
310
Prepare for the influx of DMs asking you for the source
 
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goinghome11:11

Member
Nov 5, 2023
34
Can someone please help me find this through pm? Even if you can't tell me straight out, just clues would be helpful. I'm really struggling here with finding a way and trying to source SN has been so stressful.
 
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Gomomon

Gomomon

The Mentally Loud Overthinker
Feb 24, 2026
44
I don't need blatant exposure of it. I just need clues. I've spent the entire night trying to look for keywords in not just English but also Ukranian but couldn't find it. Even tried the Y marketplace and couldn't find the seller.
DM me
 
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dirkw83

Member
Mar 4, 2026
43
I think I finally found the DSLR website.

1. Are people buying the highest gram dosage?
2. Are you guys mostly paying for it through amazon gift cards?
3.. And is paying for the express shipping better?

1. Depends on you, personally I bought 50 grams since the police are gonna care less if I get caught

2. I paid with applepay and had no issues

3. Well, this is a strange one, even though he calls it "express shipping" the shipping code is still LT which means economy and not express mail. So I'm not exactly sure what you're paying for when you pay for his express shipping.
 
Dawns

Dawns

Student
Apr 5, 2023
149
1. Depends on you, personally I bought 50 grams since the police are gonna care less if I get caught

2. I paid with applepay and had no issues

3. Well, this is a strange one, even though he calls it "express shipping" the shipping code is still LT which means economy and not express mail. So I'm not exactly sure what you're paying for when you pay for his express shipping.
did you receive yet? could you possibly dm?
 
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wine is fine but

whiskey's quicker
Jul 26, 2025
201
I think I finally found the DSLR website.

1. Are people buying the highest gram dosage?
2. Are you guys mostly paying for it through amazon gift cards?
3.. And is paying for the express shipping better?
i sent him a message asking about purchasing some and what i intended to use it for

this is his reply

he sent me a direct link to pay for it, told me how much i should need and suggested courier delivery - not sure if that is considered express, but i assume express can only mean to get through ukraine customs or to get it from your country's airport to you quicker via courier and not your local postal service

mine took 20 days to get to straya from start to finish (the first day was lost due to time zone differences). it seemed to spend 5 days somewhere in england, and another five days taking a 12 hour road trip down the east coast of straya Dsl
 
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Cepheuss

Cepheuss

Student
Apr 17, 2023
109
I've already scoured the forum for all the tips and still cant find it even using the Y search engine. I'm really desperate right now seeking the most painless way to CTB. Any additional tips would be very, very truly appreciated.
Dude to be honest you are a pretty new account people are going to be more cautious about you.
 
thevoidpointer

thevoidpointer

Member
Feb 20, 2026
55
Y is terrible and I actually found it when I stopped using that search engine.
 
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murdoc23

Member
Mar 5, 2026
25
Dude to be honest you are a pretty new account people are going to be more cautious about you.

Yes I understand. Fortunately I was able to find the site a few days ago. Now I need to find a way to get some Meto.
 
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cj987

New Member
Apr 2, 2026
1
Found it yesterday as well. It felt weird about how excited I felt because I don't get excited over anything lol. One concern I have is if I could use my physical address or should I get a PO box. I live in alone but I'm in the US.
 

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