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lonelymountaingirl

lonelymountaingirl

just passing through
Oct 21, 2020
55
My mom is the main reason I have stayed for so long

but I am finding it harder and harder for that to keep me here.

I know she loves me very much and that it would hurt her

but it's all becoming too much for me.

And I can only hope she'll forgive me.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
20 years ago I told my best friend I wanted to kill myself. He said "I know what you mean, man".

A month ago I told him I wanted to kill myself, and he leaned across the table with an angry look in his eye and said "think about what that would do to me".

I don't even see him anymore. It wouldn't affect him at all.
 
Kramer

Kramer

Nervous wreck
Oct 27, 2020
1,399
My mom is the main reason I have stayed for so long

but I am finding it harder and harder for that to keep me here.

I know she loves me very much and that it would hurt her

but it's all becoming too much for me.

And I can only hope she'll forgive me.
I feel the same. She told me once that she can't live my life for me. It's true. I have to live it and I don't want to, so death is the clear answer.
20 years ago I told my best friend I wanted to kill myself. He said "I know what you mean, man".

A month ago I told him I wanted to kill myself, and he leaned across the table with an angry look in his eye and said "think about what that would do to me".

I don't even see him anymore. It wouldn't affect him at all.
Sounds like a guilt trip. Fuck em
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
Honestly, I legit just want to either just jump out a window or yeet them out the window. It doesn't matter which. Every time I hear that from mom or anyone in the family, I just get pissed off. I get that they "love" me and all that, but that reasoning means fuck all.
 
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Kramer

Kramer

Nervous wreck
Oct 27, 2020
1,399
Honestly, I legit just want to either just jump out a window or yeet them out the window. It doesn't matter which. Every time I hear that from mom or anyone in the family, I just get pissed off. I get that they "love" me and all that, but that reasoning means fuck all.
Exactly. It's a nonanswer to any problem
 
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