I finally got my sn. I'm feeling more calm now

[Ravel]

My sn is laboratory grade, purity 98%. When I finally took sn out of the package I felt so relieved and even euphoric. I felt very good and then I started to feel a little sad. I think this is the first time I've felt in control of my life. My anxiety has decreased a lot, I don't feel trapped in this life anymore. it's scary and at the same time comforting to know that i can ctb whenever i want, i already have everything i need, benzos, antiemetics etc.

 

[Tartuffe]

It is a relief having it, you'll feel more in control and can go through the emotions till the day you use it

 

[Ravel]

what is so funny Sparr0w?

 

[userguy993]

My sn is laboratory grade, purity 98%. When I finally took sn out of the package I felt so relieved and even euphoric. I felt very good and then I started to feel a little sad. I think this is the first time I've felt in control of my life. My anxiety has decreased a lot, I don't feel trapped in this life anymore. it's scary and at the same time comforting to know that i can ctb whenever i want, i already have everything i need, benzos, antiemetics etc.

Where did you get your SN? Could you PM me your source?

 

[Ravel]

Where did you get your SN? Could you PM me your source?

i'm from brazil, so its easy to find sn here

 

[Amakishiyo]

what is so funny Sparr0w?

The emote is called "Yay" could also just mean that they are happy for you, probably misunderstanding.

 

[FuneralCry]

The "yay" emoji is silly and isn't really appropriate for this site so it's best to just take no notice of it. But I understand why you would feel more calm at having a way to exit, I wish you the best.