I finally got my Barbital-100! :D

[Shadowlord900]

I've got a funny story to share with you guys for those that haven't seen my topic in the off-topic section (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...inking-of-becoming-a-benzo-junkie-now.111103/). I received what I thought was my Prednisolone yesterday and complained about how it only seemed to make me feel worse and had to resort to taking 2mgs of Alprazolam to be able to sleep. Then today I just got another letter... Containing blister packs mentioning Prednisolone.

I was confused for a moment until I decided to carefully lay out what I originally thought was my Prednisolone tablets and counted each of them. It's worth mentioning I made an order not long ago for something called Barbital-100, it's Phenobarbital containing 100 x 100mg tablets, and I ordered 2 boxes so 200 tablets. When I counted all the pills up, it came to a total of 201 (it was 205 I reckon, but I accidentally dropped 3 yesterday and chucked it, and also took one yesterday thinking it was Prednisolone). That could only mean one thing...

IT WAS THE FREAKING BARBITAL-100 I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR ALL THIS TIME!!!



Not only that, the vendor was kind enough to send me an extra 5 tablets! (Which helps since I accidentally dropped 3 and used 1. '^_^)

That means I now have 20gs of Phenobarbital in my possession! You guys can not believe just how so thrilled I am about this!

Now time for me to go order some Isotonitazene. XD

 

[ksp]

congratulations for the extra peace of mind, and after all the research you did! this is invaluable!!

 

[Blackroom_57]

Could you please share the source?

 

[ctbforme]

Sorry for any ignorance but is that enough to ctb?

 

[Shadowlord900]

Sorry for any ignorance but is that enough to ctb?

The most I've heard someone ever surviving a Phenobarbital overdose is 16g. I've got 20g. :D

 

[ctbforme]

The most I've heard someone ever surviving a Phenobarbital overdose is 16g. I've got 20g. :D

Was it a dark web source or something "easier". I can't PM anymore(I could last night?) but I'd love into if u can share

 

[downndone2]

Can you share source?

 

[Shadowlord900]

Can you share source?

I'm willing to share the source with anyone who I have the ability to pm with (sorry ctbforme you need more posts).

 

[Dubito]

Is it similar to N?

 

[ThisIsLife]

The most I've heard someone ever surviving a Phenobarbital overdose is 16g. I've got 20g. :D

How do you die with these ? In your sleep ? You plan do add zenes on top of that ?

Please share source in PM

 

[downndone2]

I'm willing to share the source with anyone who I have the ability to pm with (sorry ctbforme you need more posts).





You can pm me

 

[ctbforme]

I'm willing to share the source with anyone who I have the ability to pm with (sorry ctbforme you need more posts).

Totally get it but do you know any reason why I could use chat and PM last night but not now? Idk if I did something wrong/against rules I just hate feeling like I did something bad here cause it should be peaceful place despite what we all want

 

[Shadowlord900]

Is it similar to N?

It's almost if not just as deadly as N (Pentobarbital), but while N is fast acting, Pheno is slow acting. You'll black out after half an hour or two, it can take up to 3 days before you CTB. Whereas with N you'll usually die within an hour or 2.

How do you die with these ? In your sleep ? You plan do add zenes on top of that ?

Please share source in PM

Yes I plan on combining with Isotonitazene to further increase my chances. (I have coeliac disease so I may have some absorption issues, that's why I'm gonna go with overkill.)

Totally get it but do you know any reason why I could use chat and PM last night but not now? Idk if I did something wrong/against rules I just hate feeling like I did something bad here cause it should be peaceful place despite what we all want

That's weird, usually it's about 25 posts to unlock the search bar and pm functionality. Unless if it got lowered then brought back up.

 

[ctbforme]

Thanks for the reply maybe it was a glitch earlier. And does if there any way to speed up pheno? Seems less painful the SN but maybe not as quick/reliable?

 

[ThisIsLife]

It's almost if not just as deadly as N (Pentobarbital), but while N is fast acting, Pheno is slow acting. You'll black out after half an hour or two, it can take up to 3 days before you CTB. Whereas with N you'll usually die within an hour or 2.


Yes I plan on combining with Isotonitazene to further increase my chances. (I have coeliac disease so I may have some absorption issues, that's why I'm gonna go with overkill.)


That's weird, usually it's about 25 posts to unlock the search bar and pm functionality. Unless if it got lowered then brought back up.

3 days is quite long but why not for someone who lives alone.

What would be the symptoms before blackout ?

Would zenes accelerate the process ?

Did you get the zenes from same vendor ? (Thanx for the PM btw)

 

[Shadowlord900]

Thanks for the reply maybe it was a glitch earlier. And does if there any way to speed up pheno? Seems less painful the SN but maybe not as quick/reliable?

No you can't really speed up pheno, you can combine it with Amitriptyline or any drug that can cause cardiac arrest when overdosed on to make the death from cardiac arrest more pleasant.

3 days is quite long but why not for someone who lives alone.

What would be the symptoms before blackout ?

Would zenes accelerate the process ?

Did you get the zenes from same vendor ? (Thanx for the PM btw)

Unsure of symptoms. Nembutal death is said to be fairly pleasant, so I imagine death from any barbiturate overdose would be the same.

Nitazenes won't accelerate the process unless if that is the substance that ends up contributing to CTBing the most, then in which case death by opioid overdose is usually quicker.

I haven't got any nitazenes yet, you can get them from the same market but it's from a different vendor.

 

[ThisIsLife]

Unsure of symptoms. Nembutal death is said to be fairly pleasant, so I imagine death from any barbiturate overdose would be the same.

Nitazenes won't accelerate the process unless if that is the substance that ends up contributing to CTBing the most, then in which case death by opioid overdose is usually quicker.

I haven't got any nitazenes yet, you can get them from the same market but it's from a different vendor.

Thanx. You plan to take 20g of B-100 but how many zenes do you intend to take on top of it on D day ?

 

[CringeNihilism]

Lucky you

 

[Blackroom_57]

Do you need antiemetics for this? Or can we just take the barbital pills by themselves?

 

[Shadowlord900]

Thanx. You plan to take 20g of B-100 but how many zenes do you intend to take on top of it on D day ?

Unsure the minimum amount of opioid one would need to CTB, it can differ wildly between each individual and obivously depends on strength of said opioid (most Nitazenes are fairly strong). I think whatever drug cocktail you make out of barbiturates/opioids, if that total is 20g or more, you should easily CTB providing that the opioid isn't a weak one like Morphine, Heroin or Tramadol. I plan on buying 20g of Isotonitazene.

Do you need antiemetics for this? Or can we just take the barbital pills by themselves?

Yes whatever oral overdose you go for (barbiturates/opioids/SN) antiemetics is highly recommended. I've already got my domperidone for this.

 

[Blackroom_57]

Is it possible to crush the pills up and mix it with water?

 

[Shadowlord900]

Is it possible to crush the pills up and mix it with water?

Yes that's what I plan on doing, but with grapefruit juice instead. (I've read like alcohol, grapefruit juice can potentiate certain drugs like barbiturates and benzodiazepines.)

 

[SenseOfLoss]

Hey, congratulations on your success!!! You are really ingenious. I am impressed.

 

[Blackroom_57]

Unsure the minimum amount of opioid one would need to CTB, it can differ wildly between each individual and obivously depends on strength of said opioid (most Nitazenes are fairly strong). I think whatever drug cocktail you make out of barbiturates/opioids, if that total is 20g or more, you should easily CTB providing that the opioid isn't a weak one like Morphine, Heroin or Tramadol. I plan on buying 20g of Isotonitazene.


Yes whatever oral overdose you go for (barbiturates/opioids/SN) antiemetics is highly recommended. I've already got my domperidone for this.

Do you know where I could get antiemetics?

 

[intr0verse]

The most I've heard someone ever surviving a Phenobarbital overdose is 16g. I've got 20g. :D

But i suppose they were found too early. I don't think someone can just wake up after several days with 16g of pheno. Given enough time, pheno is lethal in overdose by itself. The trick is of course the time...
Congrats for your purchase, how would you describe the effects after 3 pills? Onset, intensity, duration of action? I'm asking because the brand name of what you got happens to also be another barbiturate which is different than pheno, namely barbital (also known as Veronal back in the golden days ).

 

[Blackroom_57]

Do phenobarbital pills cause vomiting? Or does the body not care cause it's a sedative. I remember taking like 100mg Xanax once and I didn't vomit.

 

[Unlucked]

Congratulations on your success, I PMED you since I am in a dire situation myself. The amount of peace you must feel at having all that must be insurmountable.

 

[Shadowlord900]

But i suppose they were found too early. I don't think someone can just wake up after several days with 16g of pheno. Given enough time, pheno is lethal in overdose by itself. The trick is of course the time...
Congrats for your purchase, how would you describe the effects after 3 pills? Onset, intensity, duration of action? I'm asking because the brand name of what you got happens to also be another barbiturate which is different than pheno, namely barbital (also known as Veronal back in the golden days ).

Thanks. Oh don't worry I only just took the 1 pill mistaking it for Prednisolone. The other 3 I mentioned were ones I accidentally dropped so I binned them because of being afraid they got dirty (I don't do 5 second rule). Rather than explain it all here, it would be easier if you read the below topic of my experience of accidentally taking 100mg of Phenobarbital:

Prednisolone may have failed me :(, thinking of becoming a Benzo junkie now

I have coeliac disease and I always wondered whether it was my auto-immune system playing up being the reason why I always kept waking up after every 2 hours at night. So I ordered some Prednisolone 10mg which arrived yesterday (10mg may not be the weakest dose, but I've read some other people...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Can't say what taking 3 would be like. I've read on the internet you should never take more than 400mg of Phenobarbital a day. And because of my previous experience, there's no way I'm touching them until the day I decide to CTB. Yes I'm well aware another barbiturate also exists called Barbital, and I believe it was the first commercially available barbiturate according to Wikipedia? Dunno why the company that made Barbital-100 named it the way they did, but here's some pictures of the box of Barbital-100 below if you're interested:

https://preview.redd.it/l9re6zpa34ba1.jpg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&v=enabled&s=469dbe6c3a5c1519d1f11331e84a3fde19f8705d

https://preview.redd.it/f41kcypa34ba1.jpg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&v=enabled&s=d89c1a992e4359388eda60ad9f68be524d6cb58b

Do phenobarbital pills cause vomiting? Or does the body not care cause it's a sedative. I remember taking like 100mg Xanax once and I didn't vomit.

With maybe the exception of benzos, just about all drugs will cause vomiting when taking extreme overdoses of them. If you're too worried about metoclopramide's potential nasty side effects, domperidone is a great alternative with less side effects.

 

[Blackroom_57]

Thanks. Oh don't worry I only just took the 1 pill mistaking it for Prednisolone. The other 3 I mentioned were ones I accidentally dropped so I binned them because of being afraid they got dirty (I don't do 5 second rule). Rather than explain it all here, it would be easier if you read the below topic of my experience of accidentally taking 100mg of Phenobarbital:

Prednisolone may have failed me :(, thinking of becoming a Benzo junkie now

I have coeliac disease and I always wondered whether it was my auto-immune system playing up being the reason why I always kept waking up after every 2 hours at night. So I ordered some Prednisolone 10mg which arrived yesterday (10mg may not be the weakest dose, but I've read some other people...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Can't say what taking 3 would be like. I've read on the internet you should never take more than 400mg of Phenobarbital a day. And because of my previous experience, there's no way I'm touching them until the day I decide to CTB. Yes I'm well aware another barbiturate also exists called Barbital, and I believe it was the first commercially available barbiturate according to Wikipedia? Dunno why the company that made Barbital-100 named it the way they did, but here's some pictures of the box of Barbital-100 below if you're interested:

https://preview.redd.it/l9re6zpa34ba1.jpg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&v=enabled&s=469dbe6c3a5c1519d1f11331e84a3fde19f8705d

https://preview.redd.it/f41kcypa34ba1.jpg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&v=enabled&s=d89c1a992e4359388eda60ad9f68be524d6cb58b

With maybe the exception of benzos, just about all drugs will cause vomiting when taking extreme overdoses of them. If you're too worried about metoclopramide's potential nasty side effects, domperidone is a great alternative with less side effects.

Actually I don't think I'll need an antiemetic because I take latuda which is a dopamine blocker.

 

[Shadowlord900]

Actually I don't think I'll need an antiemetic because I take latuda which is a dopamine blocker.

Just because it's a dopamine antagonist like antiemetics doesn't necessarily mean it'll be as effective at vomit prevention. As a matter of fact one of the potential side effects I've read for latuda is vomiting. :\