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bigballsniqqa
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- Apr 23, 2025
- 34
all of a sudden i cant attempt to ctb anymore, its like i physically cant put the rope around my neck anymore, almost like something is stopping me, is that a good thing? for context i had almost ctb'd like 2 weeks ago, and that was the closest i got. I had been spiralling until that day, and now i feel weird, sometimes good, sometimes exhausted, but not as bad as before the last attempt. What happened?