Venting I feel that my life is going to be miserable

[ApurvaNotFound]

I failed an important exam.
Though technically I passed it because my mom had connections.
I feel that I am worthless. I used to score straight As but now, since 10 months I've scored below average.
My dad says that I am going to be a bus driver instead of doing something big.
Usually I try to brush it off assuming that his anger is getting out of hand. But now I am really feeling it.
I am looking to do a CTB yet, a last hope still resides in me. But I feel that I am just fooling myself. I do not want to exist. Help me !!!!

 

[Macc_Lad_71]

I failed an important exam.
Though technically I passed it because my mom had connections.
I feel that I am worthless. I used to score straight As but now, since 10 months I've scored below average.
My dad says that I am going to be a bus driver instead of doing something big.
Usually I try to brush it off assuming that his anger is getting out of hand. But now I am really feeling it.
I am looking to do a CTB yet, a last hope still resides in me. But I feel that I am just fooling myself. I do not want to exist. Help me !!!!

don't worry about what your mum and dad think....it's a big world out there , with an endless possibility of things to do! keep your chin up!