I feel stupid

[Imcompleteidiot]

I feel like the stupidest person ever. Out of everyone. The stupidest. I can't do anything right. I had opportunities that anyone would want and I ruined them. Im a idiot. I can't stand to see my idiot self. I hate everything about me. My appearance. My decisions. Everything about me I hate my I can't even have a relationship. I've never had one. Because im not good enough for anything. I don't know if my life was supposed to be a joke. Like my life was a mockery. Because everything that has happened is to bad to even be true. I ruin everything. I was even a beautiful girl and destroyed my face. Like a complete dumbass I am. I can't stand myself. I hate myself. To be me is like a place full of no happiness. No release. Empty. Sadness. I can't act like everyone. Because Im always making the wrong decision.

 

[CTB Dream]

Sorry cruel life make, know how feel. It cruel this make belive idiot, truth people leave ni support keep say wrong thing stupid idiot try make self blame person. Truth life overwhelming many thing happen actually not control. Sorry feel this all bad luck decision , this same gamble

 

[lonelygirl111]

im sorry that ur in a lot of pain and feel extremely unhappy. its easy to be hard on yourself and blame yourself for the negative things surrounding you. it's really hard to make the right decisions in life and sometimes we feel at fault cause we think we're the controllers of our lives but i think most things are out of our hands we can even try to do everything right and for some of us things just always end up wrong. you are good enough. more than good enough. i hope you find your way and make decisions you are at peace with. i can relate to what you said about things being so bad that it's hard to believe life is true or even real. your right that life can feel like a mockery. life can be so miserable and unbearable. you don't deserve to feel this way.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that it can be so awful having to endure an existence that you hate. Living can be very painful as there's no real relief from ourselves and our thoughts. I wish you peace.

 

[emgrl]

I feel this so much @Imcompleteidiot like I could have written it. I'm here if you ever want to speak to someone that can relate to you on so many levels. Peace to you, and welcome

 

[Pluto]

I hear what you are saying, but I truly believe that you and I have been set up to fail. On the surface it might appeared that we ruined opportunities, but look closer at the dynamics of childhood and things were always going to go this way. Being so hard on ourselves is a learned trait, usually caused by abuse. We cannot blame ourselves for that.

 

[Mr2005]

I'm some pretty stiff competition for the title of dumbest person on the planet

 

[makethepainstop]

I feel like the stupidest person ever. Out of everyone. The stupidest. I can't do anything right. I had opportunities that anyone would want and I ruined them. Im a idiot. I can't stand to see my idiot self. I hate everything about me. My appearance. My decisions. Everything about me I hate my I can't even have a relationship. I've never had one. Because im not good enough for anything. I don't know if my life was supposed to be a joke. Like my life was a mockery. Because everything that has happened is to bad to even be true. I ruin everything. I was even a beautiful girl and destroyed my face. Like a complete dumbass I am. I can't stand myself. I hate myself. To be me is like a place full of no happiness. No release. Empty. Sadness. I can't act like everyone. Because Im always making the wrong decision.hould

Unless you are my half sister, you couldn't be more stupid than she is. Sometimes past actions can haunt us all. Love to you, unless your my half sister!

 

[theboy]

I hope you feel better soon

 

[evolutionerror]

Hating yourself is a rough road, i'm sure many people on here can relate including myself. You're only human. I hope you find peace and comfort.

 

[eternal_life]

I also feel stupid for some mistakes I have made in life. The truth is that we all make mistakes, I don't think there is anyone in the world who doesn't make mistakes throughout his life. And silly mistakes that affect our lives in a major way... it happens to all of us.. I believe that sometimes we are too hard on ourselves, and we should forgive ourselves, no matter how serious our mistakes have been, learn from them and try to do better in our future decisions. Hugs.