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byou

byou

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Jan 15, 2026
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It's genuinely so fucking bad I literally CANT write anything down. I tried before trust me, so many times but it just feels...ew.

I cant be the only one who feels that way.
 
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soul2realm

Student
Oct 12, 2025
137
It can feel weird but depends on personal circumstances.
 
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canoekit

Member
Jan 9, 2026
22
I heavily relate to this. I used to write drafts of my notes during breakdowns or relapses, but rereading them when I've calmed down made me cringe so bad. I've tried writing notes when I'm feeling fine too, but then I don't know what to say. If I start explaining the why, I feel like I'm begging for pity, and when I begin to try to ease the guilt or anything, it feels like I am being too nice. I don't know how people do it without thinking they sound embarrassing or too formal.
 
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NeonDrunes3

WannaDie
Jan 14, 2026
2
Defo feels weird and cringy to write. I've started mine on the Notes app on my phone before I put them onto ink and paper. I started mine with all my life memories from start and how it affecting me and planning to finish with my final reason whice has sent me over. You need to remember you'll be dead anyway and that's what I keep thinking of before I feel too bad about writing what I put. Hope this can help and gl <3
 
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ginko0

To be or not to be
May 8, 2025
187
"| have never read a suicide note that | would want to have written." —Edwin Shneidman, suicide expert.

Suicide notes are an interesting subject on themselves. What I recommend is never writing it in moments of great distress, since your clarity and reasoning are impaired.

Although it has a very condescending and judgmental tone, this collection of notes is a good reading:


There's notes clearly written right before the act, notes written literarily, full of metaphors, notes written pragmatically. It's interesting.
 
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byou

Member
Jan 15, 2026
7
"| have never read a suicide note that | would want to have written." —Edwin Shneidman, suicide expert.

Suicide notes are an interesting subject on themselves. What I recommend is never writing it in moments of great distress, since your clarity and reasoning are impaired.

Although it has a very condescending and judgmental tone, this collection of notes is a good reading:


There's notes clearly written right before the act, notes written literarily, full of metaphors, notes written pragmatically. It's interesting.
def gonna read some of this, thanks
 
snow leopard

snow leopard

Member
Dec 14, 2021
15
I gave up on writing anything as i already said to everyone what i think but they didn't took me seriously. Oh well, i guess they will find out.
 
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thefarter

i don’t smoke
Dec 10, 2025
63
meee omg the ppl bullying me are lowkey making fun of the ones i have written in the past too 😭😭
so im not leaving one this time. unless i get impulsive and like.. scribble down the names of everyone who has made me feel crazy 😐
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
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I know what you mean. I feel like everything I write anywhere is cringe anyway. I defo do want to leave one but every time I think about it I think it's gonna go on for several pages with me explaining all my feelings and be so incredibly so self-indulgent and no one's gonna care anyway. I swear I'll be putting off my CTB just because I can't think what to leave in a note. I might leave a shortish note and then just leave diary style entries around explaining the many reasons I did it. I know no one will care but I feel like it's something I have to do.
 
GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
24
it feels really awkward to do but i'd feel bad going without explaining myself
 
violetforever

violetforever

Student
Dec 24, 2025
160
the first and last time i wrote a suicide note was when i was 11 and only had very unplanned and unserious attempts even though my desire to die was real. it was an entire page but i don't remember what i wrote. i just remember i spitefully left out my dad when i wrote everyone i loved at the end because i hated him so much lol. the list of people i love today is so minimal that i don't think i'd even write a note because who would it be for?
 
no-hope-no-future

no-hope-no-future

Member
Apr 21, 2025
54
I found writing a suicide note to be An amazing feeling. I was writing something that finally meant it was soon going to be the end of me. I just need to find away to over come my si and and finally finish my self off. Even when I'm try to kill my self I still end up failing
I really am a massive loser
 
fallingbehind

fallingbehind

Passed down like folk songs
Mar 22, 2025
135
Agreed. Its so bad I wrote probably hundreds of notes that I ended up abandoning. Best thing for me was to record my thoughts and then transcribe it.
 

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