I feel so free

[CerebralVortex]

I have finally found a time, day, and place that works for my method, and I've now started my final preparations.
If all goes well, I'll post a follow up on Friday night and be able to ctb shortly after.
I'd normally be super nervous about this sort of thing, but instead I feel amazing. I won't have to worry about work anymore, about exams, about everything going to shit in this country. It feels absolutely liberating.

I have finally found a time, day, and place that works for my method, and I've now started my final preparations.
If all goes well, I'll post a follow up on Friday night and be able to ctb shortly after.
I'd normally be super nervous about this sort of thing, but instead I feel amazing. I won't have to worry about work anymore, about exams, about everything going to shit in this country. It feels absolutely liberating.

And sorry for any typos, English is my first language, but I'm still pretty bad at it lol

 

[SomewhatLoved]

I hope you find peace, however your story may end

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relieved, I wish you the best.

 

[bankai]

I understand the euphoria. When I first thought that partial hanging was going to work easily, I had that same euphoria. I felt invulnerable. Then I actually put the noose around my neck and felt my head was going to pop off and fly away. The pressure was intense. So now I'm still roaming around here. The thing is, I know if it's successful I'm going to go, and if it's unsuccessful I'm going to have brain damage for sure. I can't risk the little brain I have.