I feel like it's for tonight

[DesertLand]

I have SN ready, some benzos pills ready. No anti-emetic sadly, i've lost the pills i had, i'm so stupid.
I hate myself because I feel like I'm abandoning my best friend.
I wrote letters but at the end of the day, I don't feel like sending them
I can only hope they're found

Should take my SN in 2 hours and a half

Sorry for my english it's not my first language

If you have any question feel free to ask, i don't have many things to do before drinking it

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[lasttogo]

Would you like to share your story before you go? I would like to listen to it if you would like to share it.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace.

 

[DesertLand]

Would you like to share your story before you go? I would like to listen to it if you would like to share it.

Just the story of a girl who was abused in every way possible since childhood, parents, uncles, and then when she became adult, by her boyfriend for 4 years, and then again, and again, and again, and again, and who see nothing for her in this life, except being raped again or abandoned like the piece of shit she's.

Sorry if i trigger people by the way i talk, but i'm probably not here for long and just feel exhausted by life so I don't really pay attention anymore about my words

 

[lasttogo]

Just the story of a girl who was abused in every way possible since childhood, parents, uncles, and then when she became adult, by her boyfriend for 4 years, and then again, and again, and again, and again, and who see nothing for her in this life, except being raped again or abandoned like the piece of shit she's.

Sorry if i trigger people by the way i talk, but i'm probably not here for long and just feel exhausted by life so I don't really pay attention anymore about my words

I don't speak for everyone, but at least with me you do not have to worry about triggering. I think this site exists to talk about the things you can't in other places.

It sounds like you have had a really rough experience in life, and I am sorry for that. Existence is very cruel. Whether you stay or go, your story will be remembered by me at the very least. If you do stay, I would encourage you to post more here, we would love to hear anything you have to say, no matter how it is worded. And if you decide going is best, I hope it is as peaceful as possible. <3