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I feel like I'm living a nightmare.. nothing makes sense..
 
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Sep 21, 2025
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I feel like I'm living a nightmare.. nothing makes sense..
Same here. Everything hurts. The entire world is different. I hate it
 
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witchcraft

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it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
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Me too.
 
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yui.

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Jul 29, 2026
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I've convinced myself that this life must be a sort of cruel punishment for something my soul must've done in a greater existence. The people in my life are demons pretending to be human. They act according to a script written for my ruin.

I feel powerless against the world, and I'll be trapped until I rid myself of this ugly flesh. However, I do take comfort in the thought that my soul will be free from this evil scheme when the time comes.
 
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Insufficent

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Jul 13, 2026
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I think human are just very long evolved bacteria, virus or cancercells. We behave just like those. We consume energy and resources around and multiply until there is no more energy to consume and room to reproduce. Meanwhile we kill eachother to gain more space and resources to multiply. This is the curse of all living things.
 
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