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unnormal9

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Apr 12, 2023
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Anywhere I am present something bad happens. I am a true burden, a pest need to be rid of. But every time I try to do that, I cannot. It's not exactly SI preventing, I do not know. It's painful being a burden and being a constant failure at suicide. I just want to die already, I can only wish for it, but I want to get it over with already.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's very much understandable just wishing to be gone and I hate how difficult suicide is, when it's this difficult to leave this world then existence can feel like such a horrible prison, there should be the option to choose to never wake again. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you wish for.
 
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