I feel like a bad omen

[unnormal9]

Anywhere I am present something bad happens. I am a true burden, a pest need to be rid of. But every time I try to do that, I cannot. It's not exactly SI preventing, I do not know. It's painful being a burden and being a constant failure at suicide. I just want to die already, I can only wish for it, but I want to get it over with already.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's very much understandable just wishing to be gone and I hate how difficult suicide is, when it's this difficult to leave this world then existence can feel like such a horrible prison, there should be the option to choose to never wake again. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you wish for.