Venting I feel claustrophobic inside my own body.

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Ive went and hurt probably the only person that can stand me again. They forgive me but i cant keep forgiving myself. I planned to jump off a bridge but i live nowhere near any tall bridges. I would try overdosing but i have no idea where id even buy drugs i could overdose and die on period. Point is im stuck. Honestly, i might not even get to ever doing it im a pussy, but having it as a option is soothing. Kind of like holding something warm while thing around you is freezing cold. Whatever