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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,178
Sorry to create again a thread
but i think all Time to this...😳

Anyone who thinks like me?

this will be a dream...🙏🙏🙏
you go to bed,
zero SI 👌
because you think wake up at 99/100...

THis will be perfect...❣️❣️❣️

For people who didnt vote: please vote🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I search to have again votes
Big thanks

Sorry it's an obsession to think to die in my sleep
 
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I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,178
There IS nobody?😰
 
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I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,178
Best death ever. Paradise
 
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dimgobaith

Student
Jun 17, 2024
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Perfect
 
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lostintheloop

Enlightened
Apr 14, 2023
1,320
I want to be aware of my death and for it to be painful. I want to know I'm dying. I look forward to my death so don't want to miss it
 
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I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,178
I want to be aware of my death and for it to be painful. I want to know I'm dying. I look forward to my death so don't want to miss it
Why do you want suffer?
 
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lostintheloop

Enlightened
Apr 14, 2023
1,320
Why do you want suffer?
Because I'm evil and I deserve it. CTB feels too kind to myself, since I'll be escaping the suffering of life, so when I do it I will make sure it's as brutal as possible.
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
Yes, that would be nice.

But, part of me wants to know that I'm about to die.
I kind of want to look death in the eye.
I just want to have my death prepared and die more or less on my own terms.
There is something "romantic" about it, if I may call it that.

Of course, if I die in my sleep today, I probably won't be offended.
I think I'll be aware of it anyway. I'm not sure what exactly such a death looks like, I guess there are mechanisms in our body that will notify me of my death.
 
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I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,178
Im little astonished ans disapointed, iwould like to think that more people would like
To die in sleep and not take 100 million...
Just to show to pro lifer that death IS Always the best solution
 
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I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,178
Dreams are not reality😂
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
435
A hard yes! I wish for this every single friggin day of my life!
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Problem with in sleep is there are not many methods you could start.

All I can think of really is gasses like CO or h2s.

Things like SN and pentobarbital (N) are just too unreliable to fall asleep on.

IV methods would kill you before you fell asleep.

Maybe could fall asleep with an inert gas setup but I doubt I could sleep with mask on. Maybe inside some sort of box.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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That's how the vast majority of people on this planet would prefer to die - not knowing when it's coming. Can't necessarily speak to any pain one might feel, because that still could be the case if you die in your sleep from, say, a massive MI, or something like that, which, I'm sure, will wake you up, at least momentarily, and you'd be "aware" of something happening. Still, I'd prefer to go in my sleep.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,178
C'est ainsi que la grande majorité des gens sur cette planète préféreraient mourir, sans savoir quand cela arrivera. Je ne peux pas nécessairement parler de la douleur que l'on pourrait ressentir, car cela pourrait toujours être le cas si vous mouriez dans votre sommeil, par exemple, d'un infarctus massif ou de quelque chose comme ça, ce qui, j'en suis sûr, vous réveillerait, au moins momentanément, et vous seriez « conscient » de quelque chose qui se passe. Pourtant, je préférerais mourir dans mon sommeil.
Yes die to infarctus IS dolor
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,178
Jealous of people who die😳🥶
 
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I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,178
nembutal

nembutal

everything will be okay in the end
Jul 14, 2022
337
at this point just speak in emojis
 

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