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breezy999

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Aug 20, 2023
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I've had depression and other mental illnesses for several years now. I've only now come to the realization that I don't want to get better. I have no motivation or energy to try to improve myself and in the cases where I have short bursts of motivation and energy, it's very short lived. I also became so comfortable with depression as if it's a part of me and I wouldn't even know who I was if I was cured from it. I often use it as a crutch and sometimes it benefits me such as people caring about me, not having to do certain tasks, even avoiding social interactions.
 
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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,058
I don't want to get better either.
 
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silence ends

Student
Jan 10, 2023
121
If u dont want it's always your choice. By choice i dont mean change would be easy at all. Its really hard, if even possible.
But there's choice that u can try if u want.
When u've tried and after that got realization that u cant get better, that's crushing.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
I want to. I just know I can't.
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,184
Me neither, not with this brain
 
Aim

Aim

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Sep 12, 2023
945
I would love to get better, but I don't- no matter what. So fuX me!