Just another shitty vent even just from the posting system i can tell theres been posts about this before
I dont want to die
It feels like i have no option to die
I fucking hate that its like this
Ive kept trying over abd over
And im so run down now idek what im doijg anymore
And any time i think of ctb i fycking hate the idea too befause it never shouldve come to this and i didnt want it to end like thsi but there is literally no other way without being scraped througj this fucking place again
Fucking why
I fucking hate that it had to be this way and because of that im not sure id ever have the relief id want from ctb. This is just honestly so fuckibg stupid
I dont want to die
It feels like i have no option to die
I fucking hate that its like this
Ive kept trying over abd over
And im so run down now idek what im doijg anymore
And any time i think of ctb i fycking hate the idea too befause it never shouldve come to this and i didnt want it to end like thsi but there is literally no other way without being scraped througj this fucking place again
Fucking why
I fucking hate that it had to be this way and because of that im not sure id ever have the relief id want from ctb. This is just honestly so fuckibg stupid
