Venting I don't think there's any hope for my situation

[CrazyDiamond04]

I'm already 21 and I haven't done anything of note. I'm set to graduate college next spring and I don't have anything lined up for after; I can't even drive yet. I'm too incompetent for a real job and I would likely fail at graduate school, assuming I were to even be accepted which is unlikely. If I wasn't such a lazy pussy I would've killed myself years ago but unfortunately I am. To be honest I still don't even have a plan of how I would kill myself. I wish I had a gun, it would make this a lot easier. I think hanging myself is the next best option but I'd have to find a proper ligament to use, I don't think my parents have rope or anything lying around. Sucks to suck I guess.

 

[fedup1982]

Hanging is a nasty way to go. Drying is HARD thanks to governments doing everything they can to stop suicide

 

[Signal]

Sorry to hear that man. You described word for word the kind of situation I'm in, so I know how fucking shitty it feels, we even are the same age. I'll graduate next year but I'm so fucking sick of it all already, I'm sick of university, I'm sick of people, I'm sick of this stupid shit I choose to study, and I'm fucking sick of myself. Every day I see myself in the mirror and fucking despise this thing I have become. I would have killed myself years ago but I'm too much of a coward, so I'll just keep living in this hell.

 

[CrazyDiamond04]

Sorry to hear that man. You described word for word the kind of situation I'm in, so I know how fucking shitty it feels, we even are the same age. I'll graduate next year but I'm so fucking sick of it all already, I'm sick of university, I'm sick of people, I'm sick of this stupid shit I choose to study, and I'm fucking sick of myself. Every day I see myself in the mirror and fucking despise this thing I have become. I would have killed myself years ago but I'm too much of a coward, so I'll just keep living in this hell.

I understand what you mean. I'm simply tired of living like this? Why live a life with no hope? I see little reason for it.