i don't think i'm suicidal anymore

[philia]

i created my account here in march of this year, my last post was in july. i've been offline for i haven't felt the need to come on here. i feel so good about myself, i've made friends, i'm overcoming my social anxiety and avpd, my bipolar disorder is so much better. i think i'm the happiest i've ever been in my whole entire life.
it's crazy to think that a few months ago i genuinely thought there was no way i would live past this year, and i now plan to live my life to the fullest for many more. the amount of suffering i was going through back then was painfully horrible and i don't even know how i got through it. everyday felt like i was dying, it was so bad, i don't think i would ever be able to go through that again. i was so brave and i'm proud of myself. i'll still be on the forum but probably on the other sections! i hope everyone here has their own good ending, whatever it may be. much love to all of you.

 

[Kempel556]

Im so glad you are enjoying your life now
Wish you all the best for your future :)

 

[Laurentj]

bodacious bro, you go and live true to yourself

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

shhhh! want me to sneak you out the back door?

 

[Darkover]

shouldn't this thread be in the recovery section

 

[Zaphkiel]

shouldn't this thread be in the recovery section

I...Don't care really. It's a good new. let's not snag or ruin it.
Good job OP!

 

[girlsboysthems]

damn im kinda jealous. i hope to never see you here again <3 (as in on this forum not as a person).

 

[Old Friend]

Good luck with everything.

 

[5alvia]

Congratulations! I think I'm getting there myself if I'm honest.
Honestly, this is amazing news fam

 

[ItsMeUnique]

Im really happy for you!! Ill raise a glass for you tonight!! Cheers!!! I wish you the best of luck! Much love and big hugs!!!

 

[Need Peace]

That's awesome. I'm really happy for you. I hope get everything you ever wanted in life!

 

[Pizarnikishere]

How nice it is to start my day reading this! We are very proud of you, we know how difficult this whole journey can be. I hope you can continue like this

 

[LaVieEnRose]

I hope for the best for you.

 

[Strawberry_Clouds]

I'm glad to hear that there's at least one person who was able to find happiness on this forum. I hope you'll never have to go through the same pain as you did when you created your account but if you ever find yourself feeling low, just know that we'll always be here to support you.

 

[wheretfami]

That's amazing news!! I wish you all the happiness and love

 

[window]

im so damn proud of you darling!!! we all adore you and wish you well on your journey from here on out <333