Venting I don't see this getting any better. Ever.

[MourningFlower]

My country is on the verge of collapse. The people I know are all delusional, thinking it'll somehow get better. I loathe my body, my face, and myself. My family can't fathom anything outside of themselves, or their own flawed coping mechanisms. I just don't see the point in any of this anymore. CTB seems to be the only option, amd even then, every method comes with it's own specific hurdles and hoops to jump through. I just don't want to be here anymore.