I dont really have a good reason

[Suicideorgy]

I just want to. Ive wanted to for decades, anyone else?

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Some people have much better reasons than I do… I've suffered from depression on and off for decades and A darkness just seems to follow me around… I've run out of steam. I have no motivation for anything in particular even ending things. But otherwise I'm in decent health with a lot of friends who I have a shut out…

 

[AQUA]

And every night, you feel regret because you didn't do anything about it after feeling the same way the night before?

Sleep is practically a recurring reminder that I still haven't done it.
For me, it's the same feeling as when I've been disingenuous and haven't done something I know I should have, e.g. stand up for someone that can't stand up for themselves.
Maybe it's misdirected guilt?

I'm glad I'm not the only one going through this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that suicide doesn't even need a reason. Nobody needs to justify why they want to leave this world. I think that in my case simply being alive is enough to make me want to leave, I see life itself as being the problem. Nothing could ever make me want to live, no matter what happens. I think that being suicidal is who I am, I am not meant for living and I have never wanted to exist.

 

[Aeathelina]

There should not be a reason that someone wants to leap off this mortal coil

 

[y'ffre]

Life is yours the choice is yours.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

Is there a ranking of reasons for suicide? If suicide feels suitable for you and if you really don´t want to life one more day it is a very good reason.

 

[Sun n showers]

I think that suicide doesn't even need a reason. Nobody needs to justify why they want to leave this world. I think that in my case simply being alive is enough to make me want to leave, I see life itself as being the problem. Nothing could ever make me want to live, no matter what happens. I think that being suicidal is who I am, I am not meant for living and I have never wanted to exist.

So when are you off then? Seems you are the surest

 

[FuneralCry]

So when are you off then? Seems you are the surest

Yes, I am very certain about my decision to leave this life behind, but as we all know actually going through with suicide is not easy. In my case I have limited access to methods and the fear of failure so unfortunately I have no plans to leave in the near future. Of course if there was such a thing as an easily accessible, painless exit I would already be gone.

 

[Sun n showers]

So would half the planet... so not sure you can decide to leave but yoh can't. I'm desperate and have tried many times. If I had gun or N I'd bd gone . Been very close with drug overdose, but was found on edge of cliff by dog walker, so hospitalised ugh..I hear you it's not easy

 

[want2dienow]

who do i owe a reason to die?

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

So would half the planet... so not sure you can decide to leave but yoh can't. I'm desperate and have tried many times. If I had gun or N I'd bd gone . Been very close with drug overdose, but was found on edge of cliff by dog walker, so hospitalised ugh..I hear you it's not easy

Did you really wrote "So would half the planet..." This statement is so wrong!

 

[Sun n showers]

Did you really wrote "So would half the planet..." This statement is so wrong!

I meant a lot of people. It a generic term ........not to be taken literally

 

[DeadAtNight]

I thought I had a reason, but soon after my teenage years gone by, I realized there wasn't any. For years I've suffered depression and loneliness, I thought maybe once I'm done with puberty, maybe I'll find a reason to keep going. Look where I am now that I'm an adult; lost and not having an ounce of optimism or motivation.

I could live for another 60 years but what's the point of that if I'm just gonna do my little job and eat my little food to pass the day? I could live like that every single day for the rest of my life, but it's pointless, without reason, and completely unnecessary.

Live for the purpose of enjoying life? Live for the arts, for the sake of making things? It's not worth it if the world is such a shitty place, and it has always been a shitty place. Humans exist just for the sake of existing, everything we do will turn to ashes one day; when the sun grows larger and eat away the Earth. That's how insignificant our lives are, and the truth is that we had no reason to begin with.

I keep waking up everyday, hoping to find a reason but by night time, I can't find any. Repeat this process the next day, and the day after that, and again, and forever until the end of my time.