Sorry, the counter reset cause i of course got more drugs. 11 days left to live?

[Angel999]

tl;dr xanax addiction 30mg per day, according to experts a withdrawal will cause months of seizures and psychosis
method: train, head on rails, jump in front or any other
im so weak i can barely walk from all the illness i have good thing tracks are near my house
here we go again
this thread serves no purpose but to attentionwhore myself(i dont care about anyone else since i lost all empathy after medical professionals and family watch as i suffer unbearable agony and die in front of them and do nothing)
so hows your day going? my stomach is still broken and ive been shitting black for so long that im amazed i didnt die from it yet but i guess ill just collapse at a random moment

 

[darksouls]

reminds me of my family

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Really, ctb isn't a race.

 

[Angel999]

It is a race when you have no money for drugs(withdrawal kills you) or paying off debts(not paying puts you in prison or makes you homeless) or people in your own family want to kill you. So it is a race for people that are actually destined to die and not depressed functional people and have time to write about this for next 15 years.

 

[TBONTB]

tl;dr xanax addiction 30mg per day, according to experts a withdrawal will cause months of seizures and psychosis
method: train, head on rails, jump in front or any other
im so weak i can barely walk from all the illness i have good thing tracks are near my house
here we go again
this thread serves no purpose but to attentionwhore myself(i dont care about anyone else since i lost all empathy after medical professionals and family watch as i suffer unbearable agony and die in front of them and do nothing)
so hows your day going? my stomach is still broken and ive been shitting black for so long that im amazed i didnt die from it yet but i guess ill just collapse at a random moment

I know you are just sharing. I'll say wishing you well, sounds very rough. Hope you get some relief.