i dont know..

[valacat]

I want to ctb tomorrow. But I don't know if I'll let myself.

I want to take some sleeping pills and leave my house to go somewhere at night when everyone is asleep (i have a good location i wanted to go before) then slice my arms up.. and for some reason when im a bit out of it I tend to be able to cut deeper. I will tie a bag around my head and do a partial hanging. Don't know if the bag is necessary or even the cutting but I just really want to make sure I am going to die no matter what.

I dont know... if anyone has a better suggestion or doesn't think it will work let me know.. Maybe I'm going too overboard im just scared of failing.. I'll listen and see what others might say i guess, thanks for reading

 

[winterparty]

Try inert gas

 

[lita-lassi]

cutting has very low success rates :/ partial suspension alone if done right will mean less of a painful process overall and i hope whatever decisions you make you find some kind of peace youre not alone

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand having the fear of trying to die going wrong, I really wish there's the option to just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep. But anyway I wish you the best in your plans, I hope that you find what you are searching for.

 

[AkitoSad]

I want to ctb tomorrow. But I don't know if I'll let myself.

I want to take some sleeping pills and leave my house to go somewhere at night when everyone is asleep (i have a good location i wanted to go before) then slice my arms up.. and for some reason when im a bit out of it I tend to be able to cut deeper. I will tie a bag around my head and do a partial hanging. Don't know if the bag is necessary or even the cutting but I just really want to make sure I am going to die no matter what.

I dont know... if anyone has a better suggestion or doesn't think it will work let me know.. Maybe I'm going too overboard im just scared of failing.. I'll listen and see what others might say i guess, thanks for reading

cutting is not that good. I would recommend just doing partial hanging.